Welcome!

September 26th, 2009
Marilyn

Marilyn

Welcome to AAER’s alien abduction discussion forum. Many of you participated in our past discussion boards, and this is our newest group. Please feel free to post your personal experiences of alien contact.

This includes sightings of aliens, UFOs, ghosts, or anything paranormal as it all fits into this alternate dimension of reality. You can also upload photos, drawings, audio and video.

You will need to be registered to post a message or reply to someone else’s message.  The registration link is on the right sidebar at the bottom of the list. You will be a contributor which means you can write messages and reply to messages but your responses won’t show up for about 24 hours.

All of us learn from each other’s experiences and it is nice to receive validation that we are not crazy! This is one of the nicest benefits of participating in a discussion group.. We look forward to hearing from you!

Animals, objects and balls of light appear in room

January 24th, 2012

I’ve been wondering if any of you have seen any balls of light animals and objects in your room that are not supposed to be there but happen to be right in front of you when you wake up and the vanish some minutes later.

For a while i seriously thought that i was halusinating but circumstances proved me wrong in my suggestions.

Its not that i am afraid of what i see. I do not and in most cases i know that whatever i see is not real and that its not there to harm me, but sometimes whatever it is that appears in my room looks way too real.
Last night i have seen a huge spider that looked like a pink-kneed tarantula. I have desperateely searched it for abt 1 hour but i have found nothing. It simply vanished as all of those balls of lights and other staff that i’ve seen in past 2 years.

i used to think of what i have seen as a flooding therapy coz i would not accept some of thee oddnesses in my life but now that i am not afraid and i still see that whatever in my house
and staring to doubt my suggestions once again.

What brought me to where i am now is the fact that couple of days ago i was not in the right mood and i have almost given up on the idea of writing well in history unit test in the afternoon. At about 3:00 in the morning i started seeing bizzare things. i tried to push  it away with my hand but my palm went through it and all sorts objects were appearing right in front of my face over and over again which never happened in such an intesity. it was like- get up you have to study and better you do it now coz you won’t be let lie down here this way.If you do not want to study, you’ll be made to.

why do i see all of those and what is the aim?

Abductee support webinar Sun Jan 29

January 21st, 2012

Dear all,

I wrote a book on the subject and authored few videos on related subjects. Join me for a free alien abductee support webinar Jan 29, 6 pm New York time. (click for your time zone).  Both abductees and supporters from any continent are welcome. This will be an open discussion, I will share my understanding why aliens are abducting humans and we will discuss your stories. The idea is to have a discussion in a friendly environment. I will be broadcasting my webcam and computer screen and talking to you via a conference call. If needed, I will show relevant web pages via the webinar web page. You can participate under a nickname or real name by a phone or Skype. You have to be able to talk, just listening is not enough.

The webinar will be recorded and published, so others could learn. You don’t have to tell everything, just chatting in sufficient. Let me know if you need technical help for setting up Skype. If you like to appear with your webcam, that would be great too.

If you email me your story in advance, I will prepare and this way might serve you better.

Please register for the webinar here.

Find my info, videos and email at http://maxsteinberg.com.

I am not affiliated yet with any organization, but am a member of relevant public groups. I am running a small support group in my town and my main motivation is to be of service and to facilitate public education about the abductions and the aliens.

Kindest regadrds,

Max

my daughter

January 18th, 2012

I have always believed in the paranormal-ghosts/spirits etc and i have always suspected that aliens do exist and even visit earth but for some reason i have always taken alien abduction “stories” with a pinch of salt so to speak. However there have been some odd incidences lately that i had until now attributed to a spirit of some kind. ( I have experienced paranormal things from a very young age such as items moving etc).  Lately there has been a lot of this but what is alarming me is that i do not think its spirits after all after a couple of incidents regarding my young daughter who has only just turned 7 years old. For the last few months she has become very scared of the dark. Even though she now sleeps in our bedroom it has not stopped her being scared. She  is very anxious about everything, household security, me being late to pick her up from school etc. I was worried she was depressed about something. The other night she showed me and her dad a drawing. It was a star and very inticrately drawn. Around it she had drawn two other planets. I asked her what it was and she told me that at the top of the star were the aliens, to the right was the bad planet and at the bottom was earth. “The bad aliens are going to the bad planet and then they are coming for us.” I asked her if they had been talking about aliens at school and she said ” no i was looking at the sky and the voice in my head told me”. We were a bit taken aback and i put the drawing in my top drawer. We didnt think too much more of it but Last night she again kept calling out to me saying she was scared. I kept telling her there was nothing to be frightened of but she insisted that there was someone standing in front of the bedroom door and that the “dust was lit up red”. this morning i asked her all about it and she told me there had been a loud noise like the sort of thing a road sweeper lorry makes. and a woman she described as a witch. she was old with a green face and black hair. I asked her how she had a green face as it was so dark at night and she said it was because she was lit up with the small red lights that were also over her. Normally i would of assumed this was a nightmare but after seeing that drawing  a  lot of my daughters fears now seem to make sense. Is 7 too young for this. Could it be an over active imagination. I just dont think it is. After reading some of these posts im astounded by some similarities to her experience. This is 100% geniune and i would really appreciate some advice. Sorry for rambling on a bit.

A Dream, Reality, or Something in Between?

January 9th, 2012

Dream log

Night of December 31 and morning of January 1, 2012-01-08

I dreamt I was on an alien spaceship with several (5-10) other earthlings. We were all being experimented on medically. The aliens I saw were similar to the “grey’s seen on TV with the big foreheads and eyes, however, they were much taller (taller than the typical human). I’d guess they were around between 6’ and 7’ tall with very long arms, legs, and torsos. They seemed to glide smoothly and effortless when they walked. Their feet touched the floor, and they had a stride, but it was exceedingly smooth, even more so than that of a giraffe or gazelle but similar. Curiously, they walked with the palms of their hands facing backwards and their fingers slightly bent (like an ape dragging his knuckles on the ground). Also, unlike the “greys” in popular culture, these beings were more of a blue, green, and white color – sort of like a white smoke grey with a blue green tint. They had a glow to them. They were all clothed with their hands, neck and heads exposed. Their clothing was all solid colors with shirts and pants being separate items. The colors of their clothing were white, teal, gold, and blue. Some of the shirts were iridescent in nature. Some of the clothing was moderately tight and others had clothing that would just barely flow when they moved. I don’t recall if they were wearing shoes. Their presence was mystical and curious in nature and they never spoke a word to the humans or to each other. They were very nice, polite, comforting, and unconcerned with me after my “procedure”.
Although I never saw the other earthlings conscious, I saw them unconscious while lying in beds and being “operated” on. The aliens knew exactly what they were doing. They were steady, methodical, and never got anxious or nervous. The humans were lying peacefully and never seemed to be in any danger despite the operations. While “awake” on board the ship my blood was drawn. I was a little woozy and don’t know what was done to me after my blood was drawn. The sequence of events I recall are being on board the ship(not sure how I got there), having my blood drawn, then waking up and being free to roam around. It felt like there was time lost between my blood being drawn and being free to roam.
I was the first earthling done with the proceedings and left free to roam around the “waiting room” which was filled with equipment which I presumed to be medical in nature. Oddly, the equipment was very simple looking with not many buttons, knobs and screens. There were several different pieces of equipment, but each piece seemed fairly simple and did not respond to my touch. Some of the equipment was mounted to the walls and others were on tables/benches. The screens were not glass or plastic, but similar to LCD in nature. The equipment was not metallic nor was it plastic. Some of the casings around the equipment were grey and others were black. They did not feel cold or hot to the touch, but they did feel like a very tight weave… smooth overall, but with a slight fine texture. The room seemed well organized and like it had a purpose other than storage or as a waiting room. There was plenty of space to move around but also plenty of interesting things for me to look at.
The ship was quiet and still. Although you couldn’t hear anything, there seemed to be a feel of a slight hum coming from the ship – almost like the feel of the motors running deep within a cruise ship, but it was silent. Somehow there was a slight vibration which could be felt. It was very high frequency and not annoying, but noticeable different than standing on the earth. The whole space ship was extremely luminous and lucid. The light seemed to be coming from the floors and ceilings. All the lighting was indirect with no visible light fixtures. The light was everywhere and seemed to come from nowhere. The feeling of the light was smooth and comforting – more like an incandescent light and very much unlike fluorescent lights. The light was brilliant white with absolutely no yellow or orange tint.
After the aliens were finished with their medical work on the other humans, I woke up in my bed at home. In real life I had a very slight headache. 12-31-2011 was the first day of a 3 day water only fast that I was doing. The headache was probably related to the fast. For the next day and a half I felt slight pressure inside my forehead (between the skin and skull) just above my right eyebrow. I’m not sure if it was due to the fast or my dream or something else. My sinus cavity over my right eye was very mildly tender – nothing painful or unbearable, but noticeable different than the day before. After a day or so, I’ve felt no pressure or tenderness associated with my sinus over my right eye. For one week and counting my throat has been raw, but only in the area at the top of my throat where the top back of my mouth meets my nasal cavity. My soar throat feels like it does after sleeping with your mouth open (which I do not do because I sleep on my side). My nose has been dry for the last week with a little bit of dried blood periodically coming out. I’ve been a little sleepy the past week. Otherwise, I feel great, alert, and healthy.

Night of 1-7-2012 morning of 1-8-2012 (exactly one week from the dream above)
Again I felt as if I was in a brightly illuminated space ship, but I had no idea how I got there. This time I was in a different “room” but it was so bright I couldn’t really see the walls and the room was almost without bound. Off in the distance I saw the same beings as described in the previous dream. That is, I mean that the beings looked the same as the previous beings, but I can not say whether they were the exact same “persons”. This time they were huddled together watching me from a distance. They seemed to be on the edge of the room in which I was located, but they might have been behind a clear wall or something. They did not request my attention, and I paid them none once I realized they were there. I was on a white round couch in the shape of a horse shoe with the open part facing the aliens. Also on the couch were other humans but they were separated from me by a reasonable distance. I felt like I had plenty of “personal space” from the other humans. The humans were not my focus and I didn’t look at them closely, but the beings on the couch were in male/female pairs with one member of each pair being clearly human and the other member of the pair was like the being I’m about to describe.
Sitting right next to me, and within my personal space, was a female being who I knew was not human, but she was so “appealing” I did not care. Again I felt drugged and couldn’t focus well…expect on one thing…sex. The being looked human in every way except there was something about her skin tone that was not human. Her skin was too much of a light rosy pink and pale peach to be human. She was tall for a “women” but not taller than me (although she was reclining on the couch and I never saw her stand up so I can be certain of her height). Her arms were exposed from just above the elbow (like when wearing a short sleeve T-shirt), and other than her skin tone, her arms looked human. They were the same bone and muscle structure as a human women’s and the hair on her arm seemed natural and to match her hair color. She had blond hair on her arms and the hair on her head was a sandy blond / light brown color and short – cut just below where her head met her neck. Her exposed neck looked human but maybe slightly longer. The hair on her head was very thick as were her blond/brown eye brows and both looked overly stiff (not matted, oily, or curly, just bushy, straight and stiff). Her eyes were the most beautiful sparkling sky blue I have ever seen. They were unlike the other aliens in that they were oblong like humans complete with eye lids and lashes. Her lashes were very long, thick and glossy jet black. Although each hair of her eye lashes was thick, she seemed to have fewer of these hairs on her eye lids than a human. Whereas it is hard to see each eyelash on a human because there are so many, this being seemed to have 10 or so on each eye lid. They were spaced like a child would draw the rays coming out of the sun. Although her eyes were blue and not green, she very much had “Irish eyes” of the most spectacular sparkling type. She had big firm looking natural breast neatly outlined by a tight pink short sleeve sweater type top. She was wearing tight light blue denim jeans.
I felt the “women” being touch my forearm with her left hand and it was warm, soft, and sensual. She didn’t speak at all, but yet we seemed to have had an entire causal conversation as you would with someone at a bar before going home with them. Some how we were courting each other, getting to know one another, and trying to impress and flirt with one another – all without saying a word. I was very sexually aroused. Then she moved her left hand from my right arm down between her legs. She started rubbing her crotch through her jeans with her left hand. When I leaned in to get closer to her head and start kissing her, she stopped me with her other hand. With out saying a word verbally she said to me, “You don’t want to do that. You have forgotten that I’m not human and that you have a wife and kid back on earth”. In the very same instant, I realized I was not aroused at all and my penis had gone completely limp. It felt like all the semen had been drained from it and I had this emotion that something had been stolen from me. However, I didn’t feel like I had ejaculated, my pants weren’t wet, and I didn’t have the post sex high or sensations. The feeling was as if at the very same time she pushed me back with her hand, someone had come along with a giant vacuum and snatched all the semen out of my body.
Next my body felt suspended in light with nothing around me. It was just me and the light. I felt frozen – unwilling and unable to move. Then I felt like I was back in my bed dreaming and another dream began.
In the next dream (which was significantly less lucid) I was in my childhood neighborhood. I was trapped in a friend’s house that was being guarded by these “zombies” who were thoughtless, slow moving, and put in charge of the house. My friend told me I could escape if I went outside with the other humans who were also being held captive. The only humans outside were out there smoking, and the patrolling zombie like beings were confining the humans to the patio. The only other humans I recognized at the house were my friend whose house it was, and one other childhood friend. I did not recognize any of the zombie beings, but they looked like tall humans. My childhood friend and I went outside with the “smokers”, waited for the watchmen to turn his back, then we took off running. My friend whose house it was stayed at the house. The zombie beings took off after us, but they were slow and clumsy. Our plan was to run, not to my house, but past my house and on to my fellow escapee’s house. We saw a zombie coming by in a red 2 door car. We baited him by letting him see us then we ran behind a house. The zombie got out of the car and chased us. We ran around the house, then we jumped in the car and drove off. Then I woke up to the real world in the morning.

BACKGROUND:

After these dreams, my throat has still been sore for a couple days. I’m still having the dried blood come out of my nose 1-2 times per day. The blood is clotted and dry so it isn’t really a nose bleed. My nose is still slightly dry, but now no more than you’d expect in the winter with the heat on. I’m still a little tired and require a few more hours of sleep each day than normal. Again, otherwise I feel great.

Also, on the morning of 1-8-2012 my wife told me she too had a strange dream the night before. Her dream consisted of her and her co-workers going on a field trip. She doesn’t remember much about what happened except the whole dream was comprised of her and her co-workers being trapped in a bus the entire dream.

As long as I can remember, my mom claims to have been visited numerous times by friendly human looking aliens. I’ve never believed her, and considered her to be more than a little crazy. She always says they visit her in a religious sort of way usually (but not always) when she is in trouble. She claims to have seen them 2-3 times in her life during difficult times and once when not.

As a child I had one strange experience when I was about 4 years old, but I’ve always put it off as childhood imagination. Although strongly Christian (then and now), I thought the devil had come to personally visit me. Of course, this scared me, but it also intrigued me. I haven’t thought much about that until now — I’m 33. Also, I dream about 1-2 lucid dreams per year. It is very abnormal for me to have 2 dreams like those listed above so close to each other and even stranger that these dreams were exactly 1 week apart. Past dreams throughout my life have NEVER been about aliens. Were these dreams related to the short 3 day fast? My reason to fast was to remove toxins from my body. I’ve read that fasting also purifies the body in a religious way. Did the fast allow my body to see into past events or did it purify me so I could be taken and examined? I do not know.

If the dreams were more than just dreams, how did I get out of my house? Is it common for people to get taken at night while asleep in a suburban area? I have a lot of questions, and few answers. If the dreams weren’t so lucid and real, I’d just have considered them to be nothing more. With their vividness, the sinus pressure, the wooziness, and the raw upper throat I’m just not sure.

Your comments are appreciated.

Implants

January 7th, 2012

What do you all think regarding implants?  What’ve been your experiences and how many implants do you think you have and why?  Have you ever noticed any type of sensation or heard any tones which you’ve attributed to your implant?  Please be open and say what you really think here.  This is a safe environment.

I’ve done a lot of reading about this topic and I’ve read where people say they have one in their head which causes either a tone, ringing or buzzing sound just before an abduction.  Others have a small hard lump under a scoop-shaped scar and still others don’t notice their implants but have found that when they move from one residence to another, it doesn’t take long before the Beings find their new location.

I also wonder if the Beings come to take someone from their home for an abduction but that person isn’t home, so then what do they do to fill that time?  Do they troll around looking for other implanted people out and about or do they go and see someone else on their list?

Documentary

January 6th, 2012

Hello All,

I’m so pleased I’ve found this forum; My name is Mia and I’m a casting producer for a documentary TV series (filming soon) about alien abductions. In my research I’ve yet to stumble upon a group that seems as devoted as this, so I’ll try to be brief, and I deeply appreciate your time.

Essentially my team is working on a project, a series that will air on a reputable, major cable network (not legally allowed to disclose which, yet) — wherein we explore alien abductions, and allow individuals an avenue to tell their stories or explain their experiences. We’ve found that the majority of abduction portrayals in mass media today are more … sensationalized, and we want to create an objective show that basically attempts to unpack things we can’t otherwise explain.

If you’ve experienced contact, an abduction, have witnessed UFOs or other extra terrestrial beings, and you’re interested, please get in touch with me as soon as possible. We would have a brief phone discussion and could move on from there. If you participate in the show you would be compensated for your contribution.

You might be able to contact me via this forum, but a more direct route would be email: mia.e.sapienza@gmail.com

Thank you, thank you, for reading this, and I eagerly await hearing from you!

Sincerely,

Mia

Someone

January 5th, 2012

Ok so I just recently started reading stuff about alien abductions and ufos ever since I first watched the movie ‘the fourth kind’. What happened was that at the end of the movie I didnt think anything of it and I suddenly got an urge to go outside and look at the stars. That was when I saw my first ufo. It took the form of a triangle and moved slowly over my house and then dissappeared. I was a little creeped out.That was about two months ago.

For the past two weeks I got really interested in the subject. I started reading things on the internet and books and stuff which freaked me out. Then I started waking up with scars on my body. One of the scars looks like an outline of a semi-cirle with a dot next to it. I did the survey and scored a 20. I am now too terrified to sleep in my room with my curtains open at night, but for some reason I feel as if I have to have them open. I am terrified of my closet, and I know there is nothing in there, it just scares me….

I have had dreams of ufos and abductions before. In one a ufo landed on our front lawn during daylight, a grey came through the front door and held its hand out to me. Trust me I didnt want to go with it but something forced me to take its hand. As soon as I took its hand I woke up.

Now whenever I close my eyes a face of a grey appears in front of me but when I open my eyes to see if it is there, there is nothing. Yesterday I woke up with a 3cm long cut right where the tip of my tailbone is.

I keep thinking I am going crazy because I dont have any memory of being abducted or being taken from my bed at night.. I just wake up with strange scars. I am 15. What should I do? Should I go and see someone to help me remember? Has anyone had similar experiences?

A little freaked out

January 2nd, 2012

So things have been relatively quiet here since I got back from california in November. Yesterday I went out to visit my mom and dad and had dinner with them, they live west of Port Angeles WA out in Joyce. When I left their house my boyfriend was driving, our son was in the back of the car and we were about to go over the Elwha bridge when I noticed something in the sky. The moon had just come out and there was  a very bright star next to it which was obviously a start but there was another “star” right above the mountain which I was drawn to. I went to look at it further and then it got really really bright white/blue and it looked almost as though a whole opened up behind it which ingulfed this object then the it was gone and there were just clouds in its place. It all happened too quickly for me to allert my boyfriend to the phenominon so I just kept it to myself.

I went to bed last night at around 8pm. Sometime between 8pm and 2am I had a very strange experience which has shaken me – it’s almost 3am now so this happened quite recently, I don’t have anyone to call and talk about it with at this hour and I thought it may make me feel better if I can atleast get it out here. At some point while I was asleep something happened. I am not sure what it was exactly. I remember laying in bed and there was an extreamly bright flash of light – the bright light engulfed me and my boyfriend in our bed, it made me feel as though I was getting ripped apart from my body I was trying to scream and wake my boyfriend up but he was just laying there as though he did not notice what was happening. Then I don’t remember anything else just the white light and pain.

My boyfriend leaves for work at 2am so I actually got out of bed when his allarm went off at 1:45 am. I got up and went to the bathroom and I noticed as I walked passed the mirror that I had blood around my left nostral. I grabed a tissue and wiped my nose and the inside of my left nostral was very bloody. At this time I also noticed that the left side of my head hurt on the outside right above my temple, I have a small wound there over a small bump under the skin.

I’m a little freaked out right now and I don’t know what to do, I know there’s not much I can do but at this point I need a little comfort. I feel very violated but I can’t remember what happened.

I’m not sure

December 20th, 2011

I have always had dreams of alien contact. Mainly UFO sightings outside my grandma’s house from when i was little. We lived near an airforce base and for whatever reason. I kept having these same dreams of me being outside at night. Which seemed highly unlikely since i was about 6 or 7 at the time. I would be outside in the front yard of her house and be observing a star which got closer and closer until i could clearly tell it was a ship of some sort. I would always get that paralyzing panic mode of fear and would be unable to scream for help to my family inside the house. As these ships would descend down from the sky. I would eventually be able to run back inside and “hide” as these ships did low passes over the house lighting up everything as my family mulls about oblivious to the fact that these things are trying to take me. The dreams never have an ending and i seem to just wake up as if i forget about the fact of being terrified and hiding from UFO’s but now im awake and cant remember the rest of the dream.

I do have one scar that is unexplainable and looks exactly like if i received 2 stitches above the corner of my eyebrow. My mom swears i have never erecieved stitches and just brushes it off that i even have this eerie scar like that. These dreams stopped when i turned about 21 an sort of fell into life with moving out a girlfriend etc. But recently i had a dream where i woke up in the middle of the night in my own current room. Felt really real too. I woke up in the middle of the night to for whatever reason get up and walk over to the blinds of my living room window to see a little grey alien with big black eyes staring dead at me through the window as if he hypnotized me to wake up and come see that he was there watching me. I get really damn scared even thinking about this as im typing but. The instant i saw him or it i immediately had a deafning and paralysis come over my body. I jumped back only to fall and find my legs not cooperating as well as my voice not being able to resonate any words as im trying to yell at my sleeping roomate for help. Somehow as quick as that came over i woke up rapidly to my heart going a million miles out of my chest and the comfort of it being just a dream but it still was the middle of the night an i was sleeping on the couch facing that very window. So i dont know if any of this means i myself have been abducted or am i just being a bit too paranoid?

Recollections from the past few years. Am I mad?

December 20th, 2011

Hi folks I have read as much of your site as I can but I am still not sure if I am totally insane or not? I would like to explain to you what is happening to me and if you have the time you can read it and then perhaps just drop me a quick line just to tell me if you have heard of anything like this before as I am starting to feel a little out of my depth…
A brief background about me, had a pretty unstable childhood, parents were a nightmare. Had reoccurring dreams as a child all were centered around an unpleasant figure in my room (I never paid any attention to this). Teenage years were also a bit turbulent but don’t remember anything weird in the way of dreams or seeing anything.
I put myself though university, have a degree in Zoology and a masters in genetics. I currently work in Developmental Genetics for the Australian Government.
Now about 8 years ago I started having dreams that there were hooded figures in my room at night, these dreams were not common, I recall only 1 or 2 each year. At first they were very hazy fragmentedmemories then as the years past they became a little clearer each time I had the dream. About 5 years ago I recall being laid in my bed unable to move anything but my eyes, I sort of recall a strange light but not clearly, I could see maybe 4-6 small beings around the bed but could not see their faces. I recall being taken to a vessel of some sort, there were no sharp edges on anything in the ship (I don’t know why I recall this but it stood out) and it had an almost mother of pearl colour to it, blue and purple. I remember climbing off a table, not really afraid, but trying to get off the ship, the small beings followed me around and sort of ushered me to a room. Then I woke up in my bed, exhausted and a little nervous, I woke my partner up to explain the odd dream I had and before I even said anything she said “I just had the most bizarre dream that there were 6 small creatures in the room, and I couldn’t move, it was ok I wasn’t scared because they told me they were here for you!” This did not bother me as much as it should have but it certainly made me think that perhaps my dreams were not just dreams.
I had these dreams on and off for the next few years but noting quite as eerie as that one. Then I started hearing voices in my head, not weird voices just a voice that could be described as my consiousioness telling me things that would occur and when (and they always did!). Then I had dreams about major world events and it all got too much. One day I was at home and the voice in my head started telling me things and I had enough and screamed for it to stop, it stopped immediately and I have never heard it since (I must say now it is gone I rather miss it). I saw a doctor about my dreams and voices and they said I had bipolar disorder and prescribed me lithium, after 6 months I stopped taking it as it made me feel dead to the world and I have always felt very connected to it, I hated that feeling. Now in October last year I was at work at about 6pm and all of a sudden I felt I had to go home to bed, this is most unlike me. I grabbed my stuff, got in my car and went straight home to bed, and fell asleep immediately. Guys this is the coolest “dream” I have had to date, I woke up and my room was just as I left it, I hadn’t even pulled the curtains, the room was filled with this amazing blue light which itself seemed to be full of bright blue orbs dancing around, I cannot describe this light it was just something totally different and so utterly fantastic, I knew what was happening and I even managed to calm my breathing and my heart rate. There were a few small beings near me but again I could not see their faces its like they are masked from me, I felt myself being moved and then I remember nothing until I am back in my bed, the light is fading and I am desperately trying to see the faces. I remember thinking “I want to see you”, and at that moment I saw what seemed to be a creature outside my window (I sleep upstairs so this seemed very odd). I got the fright of my life! It had what appeared to be quite big black eyes but its face was not smooth it was wrinklyand it stared at me for a short while (ugly fella this one!). I lost my calm and started to panic, something I am still angry with myself for. I wanted to smile at it but I was too scared (this is frustrating for me as I am not generally scared of this stuff). This dream was very very real. Since this dream I have found myself becoming more and more detached from my life and people around me. Its almost like my mind is straddling 2 different realities or dimensions, its very odd. People are becoming a bore and frustrate me and I crave the company of like individuals (I have met none!). I have been told that people can feel me vibrating when they touch me. And sometimes its like I can feel the earth herself breathing (that’s not exactly what I feel but I cant really explain it any other way). Since this night I have had many sightings of strange lights in the sky (witnessed by me and my friends so I am not imagining these at least).
This sort of stuff would be fine if I was a hippy sort of bloke, but I am a scientist and its sort of hard to get my head around. I was really hoping that perhaps there are other people that have experienced something like what I have explained, I am concerned I am going round the bend, perhaps even totally nuts?
Thank you for your time, I am sorry to be such a time vampire.

Giles