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September 26th, 2009
Marilyn

Marilyn

Welcome to AAER’s alien abduction discussion forum. Many of you participated in our past discussion boards, and this is our newest group. Please feel free to post your personal experiences of alien contact.

This includes sightings of aliens, UFOs, ghosts, or anything paranormal as it all fits into this alternate dimension of reality. You can also upload photos, drawings, audio and video.

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All of us learn from each other’s experiences and it is nice to receive validation that we are not crazy! This is one of the nicest benefits of participating in a discussion group.. We look forward to hearing from you!

olderanwizer

March 8th, 2010

I’m going to keep this short so that it is actually read.  I didn’t decide to tell too many people about, “aliens”, until I was 50, for very obvious social reasons. 

With this decision … I decided to do a lot of reading on others being abducted, to raise my understanding.  I have eight years of engineering university work and am not easily fooled. 

After covering material by some of the researchers in the field who have been working with abductions and relating the information with my families experience with these entities, I am now horrified to except that my life, and my childrens lives have been controlled by these creepy crawlies.

Don’t get me wrong, for years I truly believe that I was this princess grandaughter of this great and powerful Oz……the bolony they actually use to con with is enormously enticing to believe.  Please don’t believe them.  Please.  They in no way have any insight into your being something special.  That is part of their game plan.  However being part of the human race means that you are special……and these invasions of our very soul should not  be happening to any of us.

I have decided to write a book from the prospective that has come with a great deal of hindsight.  As well, I  believe there is a way to track what these entities are doing, at the time thier doing it.

Was it a dream? That’s what I want to know.

March 5th, 2010

It’s been a long time since I’ve thought about this, but watching something on TV reminded me and I went looking on the ‘net to see if anyone else had had similar experiences.  Seems they have.

At the age of 13 I had an extremely vivid ‘dream’ of alien abduction.  In my ‘dream’ I woke up in a wedge-shaped room.  I was lying on my back on a curved, padded bench which followed the outer curve of the wall.  I remember the colour scheme was 70s brown & beige and I brushed aside the curtains and saw the ocean arcing away beneath me at an impossible angle (I was standing upright but the angle of the room to the ground was around 45 degrees and moving swiftly).  We were over the bay near where I lived and I recognised the lights of the port and ships beneath the craft.

Then a blonde guy came into the room – or was suddenly just sitting on a chair beside the makeshift bed.  I don’t remember which.  He was very good looking, longish blonde hair to his shoulders and had blue (or gold?) eyes.  I remember feeling euphoric seeing him, and he looked amused.  It was almost as if I was in love with him.  I’d have done anything for him.  He talked to me in a low voice for quite a while but I only remember the gist of it – which sounds REALLY corny and embarrasses me to repeat it, but basically he said the earth was dying and they were creating another planet where some of us humans could start again.  Then he said I was to be a ‘guardian’ for animals – I think that’s what he said – when he sent me back.

Then there was a short grey alien creature with the huge eyes – you know the ones, and it led me out of the room into the centre of the craft, which had a control room.  The craft then piloted to a much larger craft.  I then next remember being on board.  The blonde guy was showing me the interior of this much larger craft.  There were very tall creatures, pale with bony crests down their backs.  They didn’t speak and seemed to be communicating telepathically.  I got the impression they were incredibly strong.  They were leading naked humans after them.

There were a few of the short, grey aliens but not many.  They gave off an air of annoyance and hostility where the tall ones just ignored me.

That’s all I remember.  To me, it was just a dream that left me euphoric and yearning to leave my home, as probably plenty of teenagers did.  Until one day, maybe a year later I was in a book store and saw the Communion display.

I walked out of the shop.  I was shaking.  I felt sick.  I walked back into the shop.  I bought the book.  I pulled the cover open and started reading, feeling shocked and scared.  Up until this point, I hadn’t been exposed to the ideas of greys and nordics or any other alien stuff.  I wasn’t interested, I was busy being prepubescent.  My parents hadn’t even let me watch Close Encounters at that point although I’m sure they’d discussed aliens at some point with family friends who were interested in science and the stars, and probably within my hearing.  But the image on the cover of that book – was SO vivid, so familiar.

As I read the book I got more and more terrified.  I hadn’t had any of Whitley’s terrifying experiences – I’d felt completely loved up when I’d been in my dream, but it had been so vivid – the most vivid dream I’ve ever had, that when I woke after it, I actually wrote in my diary – ‘A dream?’.  But of course, being a pretty sensible person, I left it at that – at the time.

So, now, I read his book and from that point on, I lived in fear.  One day, I tore the cover off the book and threw it away, as I couldn’t bear to have it in my room, but I couldn’t throw the book away.  I felt as if it was a connection with something strange that may have happened to me.

Maybe it was real, maybe it wasn’t.  But as I read, and as I saw the news articles which started to appear around the same time, I really did start to wonder if it’d been real.  The sensations in the dream were to visceral – I remember so clearly how it felt to swing over the ocean but feel no momentum.  How it felt to be in the presence of the blonde guy and his amused expression.

I will never decide if it was real or not.  I would prefer that it wasn’t.  I haven’t searched for implants, although I’ve had some other strange experiences, most of which are likely anxiety related.  I saw a counselor for a while after I read the book, but I was scared to talk about what was really bothering me.   Driving down stretches of lonely roads at night left me feeling sick and desolate.

I don’t know if it’s just a memetic phenomenon, whether we’re all imagining it to make our lives more interesting or the stories just get absorbed and lived out in our dreams as we go about our business but I do know that my story isn’t unusual or unique and to this day I wonder what the truth of it is.

Addendum:  There were also some strange marks on my back for years afterwards, pale dots in the shape of a triangle on my lower back.  I think they eventually faded.  They were like raised patches of skin without pigment.  Like scar tissue.

New to forum: My story of physical body marks, and more

March 3rd, 2010
Hi, I'm new here and wanted to share my story by way of introduction.  I have actually had inexplicable marks appear on my body but can
find no way on this forum to post the photos so my story will have to suffice.

The marks appeared overnight on my arms. This occurred about 20 years ago. I found them while I was going through old photos and my
curiosity was re-sparked. This occurred in Colorado.

My husband noticed the marks one morning as I was preparing to shower. They were on the upper part of both of my arms and appeared as
though the pigment had been removed from my skin in perfectly round matching shapes. Essentially the marks looked like someone had
applied 2" donut shaped band-aids to my arms that removed or bleached away the pigment and then peeled the band-aids off.  I'm fairly
dark complected so they were pretty obvious.  Under each circular mark was a faint dot.  The marks had no unusual sensation at all,
such as pain or itching or anything at all. The one on my left arm was slightly skewed in that the circle was faded slightly on one side
and the dot under it was not centered as it was on the other arm. A silly description would be if someone had used a rubber stamp and
hadn't applied the pressure to the curve of the arm evenly. I went to my doctor and he had no explanation at all. The marks lasted for
about 3 weeks until I went on vacation and got a tan.  I had never had much interest in anything paranormal.

Some other things of note are:
For about a year before the marks appeared, I had been having periodic disturbing dreams of cats, owls, raccoons, coming for me and
hurting me, wheeling me into surgery, communicating with me telepathically, coming through the walls to get me, etc.
I would wake very unsettled as it always seemed as if more had happened than just a regular dream and I would feel very disturbed for
quite awhile as I tried to remember or get in touch with what it was. There was often physical pain while I was sleeping but I couldn’t
wake up.  Other repeated dreams that year included themes of the end of the world, massive floods, cataclysmic atmospheric events, etc,
and a few people were going to survive and everyone else would die. I was told I was to be one of them to help begin the new era. These
also had the sense that they were not just dreams but that there was something more to them that I just couldn’t get in touch with.

The night before we noticed the marks felt as if it hadn't happened. Both my husband and I commented that it was an unusual night. We
couldn’t remember one thing about the night and had woken up in the same positions we had fallen asleep in. Neither of us are generally
heavy sleepers and I always get up to use the rest room, which I hadn't done.

About four days after the marks appeared I began to have menstrual-type cramping but I was about a week past my regular cycle so it was
very unusual.  When the next monthly cycle did occur the bleeding was like a hemorrhage, it was so heavy I couldn’t leave the house or
bathroom.

I do have what I later learned is considered a ‘scoop mark’ on my shin. As far as I can remember it’s always been there. 

I had one other dream about six months after the incident of the marks. It involved cats coming through walls and hurting me. I
experienced another period like the first one when my next cycle came.  Even stranger, is that twice during the dreams where the animals
were coming to get me someone/something (?) intervened on my behalf and stopped them and they got very angry. Once, some owls were
furious and said, “Now we can’t reproduce!”  The ‘someone’ who stopped them was very powerful but it was a type of power that was all
good or all love and so strong it couldn’t be refuted. It was an incredible feeling that was eerie and unforgettable I am not a
religious person. This only happened twice however, the other times I was hurt.

--Finally, about a year after the marks appeared I became deliberately pregnant with my first child. At about five months into my
pregnancy I had I day where I was very unsettled and had a very eerie feeling that I tried to ignore all day as I was questioning my
own sanity and thinking that pregnancy hormones were more potent than I had imagined. I had the feeling that something was going to
happen, that ‘they’ were coming. In spite of telling myself I was surely being emotional, I couldn’t fall asleep I was so unsettled.
So I had a talk with my self and thought, OK so lets say you're not crazy and something is ‘coming’ that involves your baby, what are
you going to do?  I decided on three plans. First, I would try reason and explain that this was my baby, I knew when he was conceived,
etc, if that didn’t work I would beg and plead and if that didn’t work I would fight like hell. Nothing unusual happened that night and
the next morning was the same as any other except for two things—I had pulled ligaments in one of my thumbs and I couldn’t walk very
well for days because the muscles in my inner thighs were SO sore. The other thing that was different was that I had a profound sense
of peace as if it was finally all over. And so far, it has been.

The only last possible connected piece is that when my oldest son was about 8ish he began complaining that there was something in his
nose. I told him to pick it but he said it wouldn’t come out. It really bugged him for months and he would often mention it. One day on
a long road trip the two boys in the back seat got all excited because the thing had come out of his nose and I just had to see it.
Unfortunately, I had a stomach flu that day and was just trying to get through a car trip so I was not about to look at something that
had come out of anyone’s nose. They kept insisting I had to see it because it was ‘a piece of bone’. They said it was perfectly round
and white and hard like a little ball made of bone. I stupidly told them to open the window and throw it out, which they did, and I
never saw it.

And that’s all I have to tell.

2 things really

February 27th, 2010
where to begin…. well at the beginning. it isnt so much that i think that ive been abducted or visited any more. i know i have been. as far back as i can remember there have always been moments when i was sleeping and a buzzing noise would start and i could not move. when i was younger (ages 6-10) i more or less ignored them and just went back to sleep. as i got older my earliest memory of a presence in the room that startled me was when i was 12. however not as much as one might think since my family owned cats and my mother would often come check on me and my sisters in the next room. when i was 13 i had what could be called a vivid dream? i was out side just at sun break and watched a ufo hover near my house, while the buzzing was going on i heard what sounded like voices but i could not understand them, some other language. since then i have had several other occurrences of hearing buzzing and not being able to move while sensing a presence near me. but the most recent ones have been the most…scary i guess you could say. about 6 years ago i had another vivid dream, i was aboard a ship. my girlfriend at the time was there with me, an alien was motioning for me to lay down on a table, i told it no. then i punched it in the face, i grabbed my girlfriends hand and ran out of the room, out in the hall several other aliens appeared, one approached me, i punched it, then screamed at the others to send us back now. i woke up standing on my girlfriends bed, her laying on the floor fast asleep. the trick here was i went to bed in my own home 15 miles away and my watch told me i had only been asleep for about an hour.

fast forward about 2 years ago i was sleeping in my own bed, in a motorhome by my self, when the buzzing starts, then the paralysis. at first i was going to ignore it but then i heard a cupboard door open…THEN SHUT! i started to panic a little, then heard my mini fridge open…then shut. i started to really freak then, i was thinking i cant move and some one is in here with me. i sat for a moment and thought to my self, if i use mediation (of which i have been practicing for a while now) maybe i can over come this paralysis, so i started concentrating, i could then feel my left hand and open my right eye. i then felt something near the edge of my bed, i quickly grabbed at it not seeing well yet, and got a hand, my thoughts where aha!! got ya now!!. then i was able to move my head and looked. in the dark i couldn’t make out detail but i will never forget the shape i saw!!! the head of an alien!!

fast forward to about 4 months ago again with the buzzing and paralysis. this time i was prepared!! knowing that if i used meditation and concentrate i can over come the paralysis. well it worked, i watched the alien come into my room and over to my wife’s side of the bed. it started to reach for her when i leaped at it and mumbled no you dont!!, i hadn’t over come the paralysis all the way yet but mostly, my movement was slow and clumsy, but i heard it scream? yelp? in any case i scared it for a change!

but this hasn’t stopped them completely yet, 2 nights ago i was visited in my truck by one!!! i never heard of a trucker being visited in the sleeper before! but it was only there for a moment, i didnt actually see it, i was facing the wall and it was gone along with the buzzing as soon as i concentrated on rolling over.

ok im writing all this to get my story out and ask some questions, first i want to know if any one else has ever been successful in over comeing the paralysis like i have? and second has any truckers been abducted or visited in their sleepers before?  i also get this feeling like im being watched from time to time and get flashes in my mind of their faces, dose any one else get this? and im interested to know if there is any one in washington state that i can talk to about getting hypnotized, i have a feeling that theres things i dont remember.

last thing, if i am the first and i hope im not. people we can fight back!! we dont have to sit and be terrified by them while they do with us what they will! practice meditation, learn to concentrate and focus it out!! purge the sensation! maybe this is the first step in….something i dont know what yet but if i can do it you can to!!

What was it?

February 3rd, 2010

My name is Samantha, I’m 19 and I think I might have been abducted? Before I tell my story I want everyone reading this to know that I am not on any type of drugs, I do not take illegal drugs, I do not drink or smoke, I was not half asleep, and It was not sleep paralysis!

Ok, so my freaky story goes back about 3 years ago. I remember it being mid winter break. I was trying to fall asleep, but I couldn’t. For some reason, it has always taken me hours to fall asleep even if I’m tired. Anyway, I have a projection clock and I looked up at my ceiling, I believe it read 11:00p.m. I was just kind of laying there. My covers only came to the bottom of my breasts and I had my hands folded across my chest.

After looking at the clock, I thought I heard light ruffling noises coming from the carpet (Note: This is happening directly across from my bed). At first I thought it was nothing, but then the ruffling started to get louder. It sounded like someone was walking on the carpet across from my bed. I quickly shut my eyes and just listened. I shut my eyes because I was afraid of what I might see, if anything was there. My thoughts started racing, I was trying to figure out what it could be. My door was shut, I would have heard someone come in because the door drags along the carpet when you open it. My windows and blinds were closed. My closet is to stuffed for anyone to hide in, as well as under my bed.

It sounded like it was walking back and forth, back and forth. All the sudden, I heard a loud pounding noise. It sounded like someone was hitting a drum or something.I starting thinking about what was over there that would make a sound like that, then it hit me! It was my popcorn tin can my grandmother got me for Christmas (lol. yeahh. It had puppies on it!). Ok, so at this point I wasn’t moving because I didn’t want the thing to know I was awake. I kept my eyes shut as this thing walks back and forth, pounds on the tin can 3 times, and just repeats. It went on for like a minute maybe. It felt like forever though. So then it stops. The room went quiet again. I’m freaking out because I’m bare chested and I was to afraid to move while the thing was being active.

After a few seconds (thinking the coast is clear) I decide it was time for me to hurry up , turn over and pull the covers over my head! But, before I could, It started happening again. This wasn’t making any sense. I didn’t want to grab it’s attention by screaming for mom or darting out of the frickin room! To make matters worse, the thing changes patterns and I could hear the walking coming towards me! The being actually stood over me and I could feel it leaning down, as if it was going to kiss me. I felt an indent in the mattress, like a hand or something. Then I was thinking, “OMG OMG I have to do something before this thing eats my head off !” So, I stretched my arms, did a loud fake yawn, quickly pulled the covers over my body and turned around. Then, it all stopped. But, the funny thing is, that’s all I remember. My memory just goes black after that.

I would say this was an encounter with a ghost, but my house isn’t haunted or anything like that. That’s the only major encounter I’ve ever had with something not human. I relate this to aliens because when I was little I use to have a lot of nose bleeds and sometimes I would wake up with blood all over my pillow with no signs of a wound or bloody nose. In early teen years, I seen a few UFOs and had many strange dreams (still have them). I’ve had many more unexplainable things happen, but the one I just told you was the most scariest event that has ever happened to me. I’m still very unsure of what it was. And even though it was really scary, I still regret not opening my eyes……

Anyone have a similar encounter? I know I’m not crazy! I was awake. I wasn’t even tired!

It really did happen…

January 29th, 2010

Hello, my name is Christine.  I live in the Washington D.C. metropolitan area.  While this is a safe place to openly discuss experiences, I’m still a bit apprehensive.  I don’t think I’m looking for validation; it really happened. 

But, is there anyone out there with similar experience? 

My “visitor”, as I call it (I think it makes me feel less insane?) appeared in my bedroom window; fedora/trench coat-ish-had to be rather tall to reach that window…no face…early-mid 1960’s Ohio.

There is more to my story, but mostly interested in connceting with anyone who has been visited by similarly described beings.  Once, I gave my report to local UFO investigation group (no MUFON in Northern VA)…they hadn’t heard this description before…so trying to connect with others who may have seen similar being.

What I recall is NOT my imagination; of this I am certain.

hi,i’m giuseppe and this is my experience

January 23rd, 2010
Hello, I am Joseph and I will tell you the best possible quality that is my experience with alien entities.
About three years ago I had my first contact with these entities, at first began to arrive at strange images in my mind, with a sharpness and a mode that I had never seen before, a continuous flow accortomi immediately something strange
I tried to ask if anyone was present, and at that point I received as an electrical impulse to the stomach, from that moment the images that flows in my mind are thoughts become a continuous flow, now these entities were presented as god or his emissaries, but at first claimed to be God, the approach was very sweet but cmq shokante, after a bit of explaining how I was drugged and I fell asleep, then I woke up in another place, a completely dark room and in front of me were two of these beings, I was wide awake and I had the same perceptions that I know that in reality, these two beings were not human, her head a little larger than ours blacks but with a degree of transparency with eyes like a fly, deep blue, with dashes of blue as a not very intense throughout the body, which was quite similar to ours, although on that occasion I could only see his head, a of these entities told me, put a lot of awe and gave off a strong positive emotional energy, he asked me what I wanted to do, I told him that I wanted to understand, learning to deal with their world, I answered yes, and then I woke up with a anesthetic-like system of two seconds in my bed, then began to tell me about my situation and what had happened to me in the months prior to the event, an issue that had brought me to break with the whole family the next day, I was obviously still dazed, I turned on the television to distract me for a moment and after a while I realized that the characters in the TV responded to questions that I did with the thought, my first thought was, but you can hear me? and received reply, I will shortly realized that responding to every question he did, not only with the live program, plus the characters on TV and changed appearance in skin color and clarity of the eyes, so suddenly, as if talking about the same size as I obviously I was totally amazed by this thing, I was in shock after a while I realized that even with animals was like with TV, responded and changed appearance suddenly, at the time because I live in the country had several species of animals between including three shepherds with a litter, I could talk to all of them and they answered every question with gestures or verses, the day after leaving in the car I realized that even with people was the same thing, with everyone spoke, telepathically, I replied, always by gestures, then I realized that if I thought something without looking at anyone respond to me with the noise in the environment, especially the horn, I answer every question instantly, always, wherever I was, all this in the first two days in a week that saw everything guard was designed that way, whatever, I was deep in shock for about three months, I was always drugged, I felt terrible, weak, almost always in bed, then began even dreams in their own way, a whole universe, but with the feeling of not really tangible, and since then everywhere I went and I thought whatever I did had a specific purpose, they began to explain a little bit of all the various tricks they use to get you to do this or that, but the bottom did not want to talk to anyone and do not tell anyone, but that situation has always created a strong sense of unease from the outset, so that I began to get nervous, increasingly, in the meantime they made me believe that the authorities knew all about me but that did nothing, he controlled only to a certain point I got nervous so much to give focus to the first shed and after a couple of weeks at home, then began the most critical period I was arrested, and after a couple of days on trial, one month in jail and the first two or three days I screamed like crazy with everyone, especially policemen, believed to be in some sort of conspiracy, then finished the jail came home forever isolated, with the house completely burnt, and remained so for about six months, the walls were completely black in every room except one where I slept, then resumed contact with his family to whom I told the aliens but it was as if I believed it or did not understand anything about the meaning of what I said, besides the fact that change their appearance constantly, straightened the house and as it began this second phase, which led me to this day, all this time this type of phenomena has never stopped, still persists today, a few months ago I bought a PC and a month or try to communicate my situation, but I’m just saying things without meaning, or rather without relevance, if I try to speak directly occur to someone that I said that immediately change looks and do nothing but laugh in my face, telling me plus I can keep for months on another dimension, and that if I do not want to talk to anyone, even if I try SO at some point I was forced to drop out, plus the fact that almost every thought or something that interferes keeps me always in a state of mental confusion, now try this way to make known what is the power that these entities have on us.
All this time I was shown both through the tv and mentally a myriad of incidents involving allegations of my past lives, plus many, in addition to all the different ways in which we carry here, they tell me that we are a part of their mind , as was their dream, but I still have assured that once you have finished this life, so when we awaken, we remain the same person or if there is a change more or less marked, which is ultimately the thing that brought me to get in complete contrast with them, in addition to the methods used to keep me isolated.
This is very briefly my experience with these entities, I hope to have been clear enough, but if I wanted to tell everything I should be writing a month.
giuseppe
sorry if translation have error,please if you don’t believe don’t offend me.

One Of Many Experiences Since Early Childhood.

January 5th, 2010

In November 0f 2007 . I had had some bad luck.I was feeling so warn out with life .That when I was on my way home which is a hour drive threw back roads of Montana.The one road is 18 miles with no visible homes to be seen .It is all ranch land.I had enough I was so distraught I was looking up threw my windshield and just said out loud I have had enough just take me home.In my mind I was talking to a God I do believe in with many other things I believe in that are not your usual golf game at the water cooler talk.I got home went up to my cabin. I live 23 miles from the nearest town of which there is only 1500 residents and the nearest city of 40,000 is the hour away.I went up after walking around looking at the stars as I often do and was feeling so broken I finally went to bed.

I was laying there and then fell asleep. I was having a dream that I was in some house somewhere and for some reason in the dream.I had to go outside . I went to the door and then went to look to the right then the left.I could not move my neck in either direction. I then realized that I had to wake myself up because I must have gotten a cramp in my neck and it was numb like when your leg or hand falls a sleep when you are dreaming.So you wake yourself up and stretch it out. But I could not wake up.I kept trying to shake my head back and forth but it would not move.I finally then just said the hell with it I just give up I am letting go. I then was blinded by some light so I opened my eyes and was in some brightly lite room . There were no contours to it.Like when you look up at your ceiling in your house.Even though your room is all the same color you can see the lines of the walls.This was not like that it was almost as if I was floating.But now as I appeared to be laying on some kind of table on each side of my head were to small sides blocks one each side of my head.

This now explained why I could not move my head in either direction.In what appeared to be in a blink of a eye.I was now looking straight up at this beautiful colored wheel of lights.It appeared to be about 18 inches in Diameter. It was pulsing and it was making me feel good. Then at what appeared to be another blink of a eye.It was gone.Back to all white again.Then on my right a being leaned over and looked right in my eyes I was looking right in his face.Why I think it to be male I do not know but for some reason believe it to be so.As I looked at his face dark black veins running threw each side and I was not afraid . It said nothing but I now felt sad for it.The thought of how bad my life was going meant nothing all of a sudden.I was looking at the being and now feeling sorry for it.

I felt like it was feeling sorry for me and because it was to me feeling this way.I felt like a jerk for making it sorry for me. It felt like when a child sees you are hurt and then comes over to you and you can tell it feels bad for you.This is how I felt now.I had this feeling before years before with my brother during a encounter we both had at the same time.It said nothing verbally .But I remember almost saying I am sorry to it but just thinking it.Then as before with a blink of a eye.I felt as though I was falling back it was now going black. I just said to myself just go with it.I then opened my eyes and was laying there on my couch.I felt great I was happy. I was thankful. I was thinking why was I such a jerk.I can walk up mountains I can see wonderful colors of a rainbow. I have been to so many places in this world.I am in the mountains of Montana where I always wanted to be.I came from Boston .I need to stop being such a baby.In my life I have had many encounters .Some with others that have been with me.It has been going on for over 40 years.But this encounter I just wrote about has had the most profound effect on me.I myself have had at least 16 type encounters from balls of light in the room to lights coming over the trees to abductions missing time.And it all appears to happen most times in a blink of a eye.

I read many stories of people having experiences and hate it. I am not one of them.I have now 6 others who feel like me.We enjoy them.We do not know why it happens but never have gotten the feeling they the beings are up to no good. I myself can say honestly they have helped me.They have opened my mind to possibility outside this life down here.With our brick buildings relationships that ruin peoples lives.Loves lost death and despair.Negative attitude to other faiths and races.I myself believe I have become a better person for the experiences.I enjoy them. And I am not afraid.I am lucky. Not better then anyone else just lucky.

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January 4th, 2010

I think the man in the video is pulling your leg but I can only guess. I do think  I am some kind of a hybrid and that many other “people” are as well, although I think many may be unaware and that if abductions run in the family this is something for people to question very closely. I don’t know if anyone gets this but these stories all sound to me as if the person has filtered them in some way. I think this filter can be removed if you can let go of the fear and you might see more plainly what is so mysterious and frightening. I understand that it IS frightening to people but if they can relax while this goes on and replace the fear maybe with curiosity and with the intention of remembering as much as possible. I also noted that one abductee found it helpful to keep a tape recorder next to the bed and another in the car. Personally I don’t believe that people are safe from abduction in the daytime, I think that daytime abductions happen all the time and for some reason are almost impossible to remember. I also think that if reptilians were breeding with human beings the result would be quite a bit more terrible. I don’t have proof that this man is just horsing around or enjoying the attention but I KNOW.

An Apology?

January 3rd, 2010

I’m trying to think of where to begin.  I guess, to sum up, I have a couple of vague recollections from childhood about alien forms (I do not remember childhood abductions themselves) and have always been truly terrified and upset by images/movies/books about aliens/UFOs, yet at the same time fascinated.  This fear and fascination begain at a fairly young age (around six or seven).

But the point of this particular post, this particular topic, is regarding an incident about a year ago.  I woke up in the middle of the night, in my bed, very upset and with a very clear recollection of having been aboard an alien spacecraft.  This was different for me, because I only have a vague recollection of alien forms from when I was a child.  Anyway, I recalled upon waking that I had been in a room that felt circular, even though I couldn’t see the edges of it.  I was paralyzed on a table (no need for straps – they held me fast with their minds) and there was a sort of seclusion wall, which didn’t reach the ceiling nor the edge of the spacecraft but divided the area from the rest of the room.  There was a rack of instruments, and there was a small, insectoid being with a saw-like implement in his hand.  He was wearing a mask made of something that looked akin to chrome, and it had two rectangular slits in the mask so he could see through.  I couldn’t speak, but I started screaming in my mind, and even though physically I couldn’t cry, it’s like I was sobbing inside.  And it looked at me, and it laughed.  Laughed and laughed.  At that point, I blacked out.  Next thing I knew I was awake and, as you can imagine, incredibly upset.  I immediately described what I had experienced to my partner (who half-believes I am an abductee … he requires concrete proof) and we drew a picture of the creature.

The event upset me deeply and stayed with me for several days.  About three days after this incident, I woke up in the middle of the night again, only this time still in my bed.  Next to it was a being – it had a head like a grey, only it was also very short (its head was almost level with mine as I was laid on my bed).  It had very long arms and short legs (it was like his legs stopped where knees should be) and he had grey, wrinkly skin that had almost a texture of decay.  He felt senior to the being who was with me at the table, and he telepathically told me he was sorry, very sorry, for what had happened.  It felt like compassion for the horrific ordeal I had been through.  Recalling it now feels like a dream, but I’m certain it was real.

I have not remembered an experience since then.  I don’t know if they have happened. I know I have woken up to lights shining in the room and felt afraid, but I remember nothing more after that.

I just want to know, has anyone else ever had an apology after having a truly horrific experience?  Remembering it still fills me with terror.