Don’t worry friend, you are not alone and believe me you are not the only person ever to be scared. I was 21 when I was first aware of my abductions and believe me it scared the hell out of me.

The problem I see is that these people tell us not to be scared, but I guarantee that they would be scared if they were in our position. It’s one thing trying to be nice and trying to tell us everything is ok, but we are a people that are very able to think and to perceive what is going on around us. We may be naive or ignorant but we are not stupid and I guess for me it’s the fact that we are used like we are there to be used that annoys me – we are not slaves – or maybe we are but just don’t know it.

There seems to be no level of respect for us, like we are dog or cats or some other creature that perhaps we ourselves treat as less than they deserve – maybe it’s karma if you believe in such things.

Who or what in their right mind would not be scared? If we were told what was going on and why + maybe allowed to participate willingly, then we could probably all just get on with it and no-one would need to be afraid.

Unfortunately they are just alienating us and I fear that eventually there will be some form of retaliation and in the end no one will win.

Anyway, please don’t be afraid. Try to remember as much as you can, write it down and share with others like you have done here. By keeping quiet and by hiding what has happened, we only help to prolong this type of abuse. Maybe we will all begin like this, only talking to other abductees, but as they say, there is strength in numbers and sometimes I feel there is often nowhere that an abductee can turn to, no-one that they feel comfortable to speak to in case people think they are crazy. I hope that we can gain strength and trust from each other and perhaps help all who have been burdened by this.

Sorry to go on so much, but I always felt that I had no-one to talk to about this and hope that anyone reading this might find some comfort in the fact that they are not crazy and that this is happening. there is always someone that you can talk to.