Was i Abducted

I was laying in bed one night and i kept hereing  noises outside. then it was like an out of body experiance i was in a craft in space i asked what is that someone answered a name that started with a Z i couldt see them but i knew they were there. i can remember the experiance clearly in some spots but it is very un clear. I am just now starteing to get worried and more interested if further studie. i have seen 3 UFO’s. and one was close i was almost drawn to the craft. I am 15 i need help in figuring out what to do i need advice. One thing i feel the need to be taken again as in i want to abducted again. I Honestly think with all my heart i was taken to a different planet. PLEASE HELP ME GET ANSWERS