I feel they are waking me up now!

hi, I am in my mid 50’s (female) and in a nutshell I feel the time is nearing for something. I had no interest in ufo’s, they just did not register on the ricter scale for me, but suddenly (last two months) i have an obsession about them and for the first time I think i have been abducted. i intend to go see a hypnotist to confirm my suspicians. how do i know a good hypnotist, what do i look for in them?  advice welcome. I live in new zealand and so there may not be the broad minded therapists here that is required. But i need answers now, it feels urgent. (I am a very rational human being, not prone to fancies etc so dont write me off as being loopy please. cheers.