and it got me thinking, probably a bit too much but I suddenly remembered two experiences I had as a child growing up.. I never thought anything of it at the time but now I can’t stop thinking about it, basically these little “experiences” go something like this.. the first I remember is when I was growing up I’d have these weird, um how do I put it, like a dream but more of a feeling, it’s hard to explain but I shall try my best, so I’m led in bed looking at the ceiling and I think I’ve fallen asleep or I’m just drifting off, but as I see it, I’m awake :/ ( confusing I know) anyway so I’m just led there awake/asleep? and I start floating towards the ceiling, and I turn my head from left to right and see the walls getting taller and thinner, never ending, and I can remember seeing myself in bed holding my barbie street lamp from my toy set (I had it for a night light because I remember being really scared that night that something was going to happen, and my sister slept in the same room with me ) and I could see her in the bed next to me asleep, I recall being really scared and feeling really light as I was floating. It felt a bit like when you’re really drunk and you start spinning out, you get that sinking feeling.. anway that used to happen to me quite a lot, I’d forgotten all about it! So that was one “experience” I use the term experience as I don’t really know what to call them. The second is different, I doubt it’s really anything, but you never know, right? After all that’s why I’m posting this, I feel silly because it’s probably nothing but I need to know if it’s possibly anything? Anyway I was about 10 ( guess) and sleeping in my mums bed one night and she had told me (because i don’t remember any of it) I suddenly woke up screaming with a terrified look on my face and jumped out the bed, ran to the door and tried to get out, she said I was completely freaking out, shrieking and running around like a loony! I was asleep though.. I know I used to talk in my sleep but I’ve never sleep walked.. I don’t remember any of this but she swears to this day it happened and scared the hell out of her..
I know this is totally different to all your experiences and encounters and such but if anyone could help me out as to what was wrong with me or maybe you’ve experienced the floating thing before? I remember having a horrible feeling something awful was going to happen, I used to get that feeling a lot and I’ve had it a couple of times recently, I haven’t floated for a while though I think!
*Sorry if this makes no sense, it’s probably not very well written as I type/talk as I think.. thanks for taking the time to read my weird (for lack of a better word) story!