I am a 23 year old woman who is quite frightened by this
whole alien thing. It began when I was a small child. I would wake up paralyzed, only
being able to move my head. I have only seen them once.
They give me the choice of opening my eyes or keeping them closed. I only
opened them once and was so terrified, I never wanted to
see them again.
They are not hurting me. I actually
awoke naked in my backyard. I was not ever asleep, I just
suddenly realized I was there, nude. I can feel their
cold hands on my back, neck, and legs. It is a strange
kind of pressure. Anyway, this has been going on for as
long as I can remember. Too many experiences to write
Sometimes they come two or three times
a year. Other times, they come maybe twice a week. Am I
totally insane, or is this real? I am scared to go to bed
at night. Why do they only come at night?
I would appreciate some advice on how to deal with this.
Unfortunately for you, you have apparently experienced the kinds of
things abductees experience. This includes not only the
paralysis, feeling their hands or seeing them, but waking
up in your back yard, nude or clothed, instead of in your
bed. Some abductees report waking up with their clothes
on backwards, or with clothes folded on the corner of the bed, and in at least one case, with wearing
someone else's clothes! Other abductees report waking up
with grass stains on the soles of their feet, etc. The
possibilities are endless.
We understand your fear of going to bed at night. Nighttime is the easiest
explanation of all, because it affords the maximum amount
of privacy for alien activity in your yard.