I'm a middle aged man who is questioning whether or not I
have had contact with aliens. My reasons for wondering
this are by no means concrete so I doubt myself
concerning this subject. Still, I do have suspicions.
Years ago I had a dream In which I was suddenly hit by a
very bright beam of light. At the time I was certain this
was a dream. Now I'm no longer certain. I also awoke in
the wrong bedroom once as a child and was terrified.
In the past few years I've watched several
bright ufo-like objects as they moved around the sky at
night in jerky and very fast manner. The only "close
encounter" I've had was about two years ago this
summer. It was night and I'd taken my dog outside before
going to bed. The sky was clear and the stars were
bright. I was standing in front of my home waiting for
the dog to come back in when I noticed a very bright
"star" which just looked different from all the
others in some way. As I watched it began moving in my
direction growing larger and larger. I became very
frightened and literally screamed the dog's name. She ran
in the door behind me. I didn't go back outside to look
because I was afraid.
I don't know what all of this means. I
do know that I often feel that I have post traumatic
disorder for some reason. I just can't explain why I'd
feel that way.
Oh, one other odd thing happened
several years ago that I should mention. I was driving
home one evening when I began to have what I thought were
chest pains. I have come to realize that I was in the
midst of a panic attack. At the time I actually drove to
the local hospital in order to be checked out. They
agreed that while my heart was fine my pulse rate was
extremely fast. Because I was alone they decided
medication was out of the question because I was driving.
That's my story. Thanks.
You seem to have experienced what abductees have experienced, right
down to the panic attack. I would like to say that your
experiences don't match, but they do. You are also at the
right age for starting to remember, as most people coming
to realize the abduction scenario are in their mid
forties -- or older. You will very likely discover that
you are starting to remember bits and pieces of past
experiences. These memories will surface anytime while
awake, or will replay themselves in your dreams at night.