I don't know if I have been abducted
or not, but I feel that there were many attempts to try to abduct
me, and I feel in some way that I may have resisted, the
abductions. For many years especially as a child and even now on
occasions, I have suddenly woken up, at night paralysed, unable
to move a muscle, except for my eyes, as I look around my room, I
have seen a dark figure standing at the side or end of my bed, or
I have sensed someone there. Am I an abductee?
I usually feel as if their is a heavy weight
pressing down on me, and a most unbelievable fear, you could
never imagine, and I felt that something was trying to control me
and take over my mind and body, and I felt that I was going to
blackout, but the strange thing is, was that I used to fight and
resist this thing, by the power of my mind, I used to say the
Lords prayer, over and over again, fighting with my mind to
resist what ever was taking over my mind, and struggling to
resist the feeling of letting go or giving in to it, and blacking
out, by consentrating on the Lords Prayer, I used to feel that
they where winning.
After what seemed maybe five or ten minutes, I
would very suddenly feel this weight lift, and the fear suddenly
leave, and I would dive under the bed clothes, till I fell
asleep. This has been happening to me since I was a child, I used
to also see ghosts and grinning green faces floating in the air.
I have been told that I have a very strong mind
power, and I feel that I resisted what ever was in the room, but
I could be wrong and maybe they did succeed some times, because I
feel that I have an implant behind my left ear. Some times I hear
a strange vibration, or buzzing coming from that area behind my
ear, and also a clicking sound like crickets that constantly
comes and goes.
I also suddenly started suffering from bad
migraines, which I feel is connected in some way to the area
behind my left ear. Can you tell me if this means that I have
been abducted, and have others found they have resisted,
abductions, in the same way that I have? I am also very very
fascinated with everything to do with extraterrestrials, and
U.F.Os, and I feel that I have been in one. I am mostly
interested in the good aliens, i.e., the Pleiadians, and feel a
connection with them. As I am typing this letter to you, this
spot behind my ear has suddenly started buzzing, and suddenly it
feels as if, there has developed a feeling of pressure there.
What do you think, have I been abducted or not?
--question from Australia
Yes, you have probably been abducted many
times. Your experiences certainly match those of other abductees.
The dark figure near the bed, or the shadowy green faces you saw
as a child are all probably indicators. The heavy weight pressing
down on your body has been described by many men and women as the
precursor to an abduction. However, some women report the
heaviness on their bodies as beings or aliens attempting to or
having sexual intercourse with them. Some of their questions are
answered at the web site.
If you find that reciting the Lord's Prayer
helps you, then do it. Whether it is the Lord's Prayer that
works, or the fact that reciting something that gives you
strength, is not important. What is important is that you have
found a method to help you cope and remain in control.
Other people have reported hearing a variety of
buzzing or humming noises. They also feel the same buzzing
sensation you described when talking or writing about this
subject with others. Many researchers and abductees believe these
sounds are the forerunner of an abduction that is just beginning.
Some people feel the sounds are the byproducts of the mental
communication that occurs when the aliens come to pickup their person.
As to bad migraines, abductees are plagued with
migraines and bad sinus headaches. It is generally accepted the
reason for the migraine and sinus pain is due to the implants but this has not been verified medically.
The belief is that undergoing these surgical procedures causes
these problem headaches.
In the 1950's, George Adamski received
notoriety for his alleged contact with good aliens billed as
"space brothers." In the 1970's, a one-armed Swiss man
by the name of Billy Meier, acquired his own cult following by
claiming regular contact with more good aliens, the Pleiadians.
Both men took incredible photographs of UFOs, many of which were
challenged for a variety of reasons. But both men can take credit
for enhancing the notion that maybe there were some good aliens
Your desire to associate with good aliens is
understandable. Many abductees have negative experiences and
never go beyond feeling helpless and victimized. Keep your