A little over 2 years ago I
was doing homework at about 2 a.m. Everyone was asleep
except for me. I then heard this weird buzzing noise that
actually resonated within my surroundings (dining area).
My vision became blurry, and my head was woozy as if I
was going to collapse. This lasted for about 3 to 5
seconds. When the buzzing noise had stopped, I quickly
went back into full alertness. To this day, I still do
not know what happened. Maybe you might be able to advise
me a bit.
One night when I was
meditating, all of a sudden a picture flashed in my head.
It startled me because I knew I did not put it there. It
was of a woman, I believe...bald, good skin, but the eyes
also startled me. Not like the eyes of a
"GREY." She looked very human except for these
eyes. The eyes looked like a black sky, something like
marble on a black sky. I can't explain it.
I have been interested in this
phenomenon all my life. For some reason I feel linked
somehow, like I have a purpose to accomplish here. I do
not feel like I belong here. everyone seems like
strangers, or maybe I am the stranger. I always get this
feeling like I need to go home, yet I am in my house. It
is very hard to explain for me yet I am passionate and
sincere about what I have talked about.
I was hoping you might help me on these
issues. I will be waiting for your reply.
In an earlier note you
mentioned being 18 years old. You are younger than most
people who wonder about abductions. Yet the publicity on
abductions is bringing about an awareness at a younger
age. You have described many things familiar to
abductees, including the buzzing sound, feelin woozy, and
the flashback memories. But it can be very difficult to
cope with these things at any age, and even more so when
you are young. Try to keep a positive slant on your life.
Remember to keep your life in focus and center it around
your school, your family, and friends, knowing that you
can research this in depth as you get older.