my questions for all of you

as a child i was always switched off when my sister was being taken and because of her experiences she has moved out somewhere in Utah parts completely unknown to any of my family members i cannot ask the questions that I’ve all ways wanted to ask so i wonder if any of you mite be able to help.

question #1

are you sure that they are aliens or are they interdimensional beings? i only question this because of the nature in witch they act they are not boastful they are secretive unlike what is seen in the sky they remain so secretive that not even i could convince my sister of what was happening to her she remains as far as i know completely in denial of what I’m almost certain was happening twice a week from her 5th birthday until now that is not what i see on youtube or on the stupid news

question #2

are you being taken by white orbs or an actually physical metallic saucer’s?

#3

the process of grooming you from childhood has blown my mind actually the whole thing blows my mind but my sister definitely got this from my mother no doubt in reading her journals from childhood she and my sister have bin told by them that they are from them that they are family I’m wondering what you make of this and how my sister was immune to me having the colds the flu and also the mystery virus that i got after my sister was taken when she 9 and i was 7?

i have more but ill post them another day

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Am I Crazy?

I’m 49 years old and this happened when I was in my early 20s. I was asleep in my bed and I started to dream that I was in some type of holding cell. It was circular and there were other people in the cell. Everyone was seated and leaning up against the wall. They were asleep.

I remember being really frightened and somehow telling myself, “This is a scary dream. Time to wake up.” I opened my eyes and was in my bed, but I felt drugged and it was almost impossible to keep my eyes open. I kept them open for a few minutes and walked several times around my bedroom.  Then, thinking it was ok,  I closed my eyes to go back to sleep. I was immediately back into the same dream. I was in the holding cell with the others who were asleep.

I was now even more frightened and told myself that I had to make myself wake up. With an incredible effort, I was able to once again open my eyes.  Again, it was all I could do to keep my eyes open – my whole body felt weighted down and I just wanted to close my eyes. This time, I got out of bed and turned on the lights. I stumbled to the kitchen where I fixed myself something to drink. I forced myself to stay awake for one half hour.

After going to bed, I slept peacefully. I have never had the ‘dream’ again. I do not drink or do drugs so there is no possible way I was under the influence of anything mind altering. I have always wondered if it was really just a dream or something else. I have read some posts, but no one seems to relate an experience similar to the ‘holding cell’ in my dream. Is it possible this really happened? It definitely has stayed with me. I have thought of this experience many times over the last 25 years or so.

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Dreams

Hi I am new here…….and so begins my story.  I am now 43 years old…..and have been having these dreams all my life.   I have always felt like I have never belonged.   Even as a little girl I never felt like I belonged anywhere.  And I felt that I was adopted.   All my life I have felt like I was meant for something, but just do not know what.   

In my dreams, I usually dream of something trying to hurt me, and then the aliens or something like it, comes and saves me.   The things that usually try to hurt me are bad unknown people I do not know, and spiders.   In real life I don’t have a fear of spiders.  So, I don’t know why I dream of them wanting to hurt me.   But all my life, I have always dreamt of something or someone unknown to me coming to rescue me.   And I have always believed in Aliens.    And it isn’t a fantasy thing with me, I have always had this belief that they exist.   And they only pick out special people to let them know they exist.    I have a beautiful husband and three beautiful children who I am so blessed to have in my life.    And I believe in GOD as well.   

I can remember being eight, and, my mother was rooted to the spot when this bright light came through the window in the kitchen, and I ran outside, and this light was coming from high in the sky and you couldn’t see anything but the light coming out of the clouds.   How awesomely scary that was at first, and then I understood they didn’t want to harm anyone, they were just showing me they were there with me.  

I had a very poor upbringing, and a very traumatic childhood, and I wondered where they were through all the bad times, but, as, I have got older, they were always with me to make me a stronger person I am today.

Well, I do have lots more to talk about but I will leave it for another day when I have the next dream.   

I was also on antedressants for the last nineteen years, and have just come off them, and now I am dreaming again.   I love my dreams and wouldn’t swap them for anything.

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Taken

My experience started very young. The more they take you the more they start to form a connection with you. I am over 50 and they just started to talk to me before they do their medical stuff. They have never taken me in a ship ever; it is always through some kind of a dimensional window it is hard to explain. They have never hurt me as far as I can remember and have always been very kind, but they have a system and they stick to it no matter what. Why they are doing this is obvious for their complete understanding of us. I was taken last week from my bed, they somewhat paralyze you from moving, lift you up and straight out you go through wall, floor, ceiling whatever is in your way. Then it’s a bit like a rollercoaster ride to their observation room, it is completely black once you go through the wall and only light again once your there about 20 seconds or more. I beleave they do not mean us harm, but there understanding of bed side manors is very poor. I have been taken at least 20 or more time and not always at night. It seems crazy sometimes but it is what it is.

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Scared and Seeking Answers

I’m a 25 year old female in Alaska, and I have had several odd experiences and night terrors (waking up screaming for no apparant reason) and seeing people/creatures in my bedroom upon waking, hearing voices upon waking, and upon falling asleep, sometimes in different languages, paralysis etc.

I was watching UFO hunters on the history channel and got to thinking about it again.  I wanted to share with you my first alien experience, which happened when I was about 8 or 9 years old.


I was laying on the sofa in my living room, and I was watching television with my parents. I guess I fell asleep. My parents weren’t watching anything scary, they were watching old sitcoms like Roseanne and stuff. I woke up in the dark on the sofa, and the television was off, and my parents were no longer there. I guess they had already gone to bed. I noticed that there were four or five people standing in the middle of the living room, about four feet in front of me. They didn’t look like people really though, even though it was dim, but not dark. They were very tall and thin. I don’t really remember the details of how they looked, but I know that they didn’t look quite right, and it scared me terribly. That’s all I remember about their appearance. It wasn’t normal, but they had two arms, two legs, and one head each.

I was so terrified I wasn’t able to move. I was completely paralyzed, and in a panicked state, laying on my side facing them. They were not facing me, they were facing eachother, kind of in a circle. I could tell they were talking, but I didn’t hear or know what they were saying. I just knew they were talking, and it wasn’t about me. One of them turned his head, glancing over his shoulder, and looked at me. When his eyes fell on me, I felt even more terror wash over my paralyzed body because I had been hoping that if I was still enough they wouldn’t know I was there. I started thinking about what I had done wrong to attract his attention towards me, as he turned his head back to the others standing in the circle. I just wanted to jump up and run, but I was so scared I wasn’t able to move or speak or scream at all.

A couple of minutes later, the one who had turned his head, turned his entire body and walked over towards me, (I don’t know how, but I knew it was a male) and got down on his knees in front of me on the sofa. His face was right in front of my face. I didn’t notice any smells, and I could not tell you for the life of me what his face looked like because it seems like I have blocked it from my memory due to the fear I felt at the time. He stared at me, then he touched my forehead with his finger.

As soon as he touched my forehead, my entire body relaxed and I found myself overhwhelmed with a strangely abrupt peace and heavy sleepiness. Even though my body was no longer experiencing the extreme stress and fear, my mind was still going through it, and I was fighting the urge to sleep with every ounce of strength I could muster. I was not going to give in if I could help it, not without a fight. I heard this voice in my head, and it was him speaking to me, but not verbally. I guess you could describe it as telepathy, it was like a thought only it was not mine but I experienced it as though it were, but it was different.  I had no control over it, even though I was fighting what he was doing to my mind, he still conveyed his message to me loudly and clearly.  I’m not sure how to really explain it.

The voice told me basically, “Everything is going to be alright. You are going to sleep now, and when you wake up this will all seem like a dream.” Sitting here writing this is scaring me terribly, now that I am remembering it vividly. I keep looking over my shoulder and I’ve turned on all the lights in the house, lol. How horrible. But I have to tell this story anyhow. I kept fighting the urge to fall asleep, but he kept his finger on my forehead and he kept looking into my eyes, and the relaxation became stronger and stronger and stronger, until I felt my eyes be forced to close. I just couldn’t keep them open anymore, no matter how hard I tried to.  After my eyes closed I continued to fight against the sleep for what seemed like a long long time, but eventually I succumbed to the forced sleep.

When I woke up the next morning, I was in my bed in my room, covered up with my blanket holding my stuffed dog. Everything was normal, my sister was asleep and my parents were up drinking coffee. I KNEW I had fallen asleep on the sofa. How did I get back to my bed? It couldn’t have been a dream, it was too vivid and strange. I asked my parents if they had carried me to my bed in the middle of the night, and they said that they had not. My mother said, “I thought you went to bed on your own after you woke up.”

It was very scary.

I have woken up with bruises and seeing things in my room which vanished awhile later, (Recently, strange writing on the walls all around my room) but I have never woken up with scars, or memories of painful expiraments which have been done to me.  I don’t know why but I want to say that all of the things they have done, and possibly are still doing to me, are mental and psychic, not physical.

My friends call me a psychic because I always seem to know things will happen before they do.  I’ve scared a few of my co-workers with my predictions.  They also gave me an IQ test when I was 15.  135.  Almost genius level.  This is probably why they are interested in me… or maybe they have made me this way but I don’t think so because my father’s two brothers (one deceased) are geniuses as well, and he suspects his mother was too.

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Markings

Ok so im 16 years old and live in brandon flordia, about a month ago I woke up with a fresh burn on my right ankle with hair missing that hurt when I tuched it and I did not recall geting it. I noticed on my right foot near the burn there was a tirangle mark of some sort, but the thing is I have the exact same mark on my left foot but with bumps that i rememer noticeing when I was 10 or 11 thinking it would go away, but it didnt. Also about a mouth before this I was outside at night with my friends and we seen a big flash of light with a sound ive never herd before behind my neighborhoods house, we looked at eatchother and ran in my house to ask if anyone els herd it but no one did. We tought it might have been fireworks but no one would have fireworks that time of year. Another thing is people in my family think they have seen a ufo while driving on the interstate at night once. I’d also like to add that i smoke weed very often but so often that im acustume to being high and remember very well. I dont know why but im so convinced ive been abducted, ever sense I looked into it I see more and more simaler things that happends to me. My family say its strange but I can tell they dont believe me. Ive also always felt more aware of  life and feel like im differnt form my friends. What do you guys think?

The burn

Mark on my right foot

Mark on my left foot

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dreams, hunter gatherers and oneness

I searched for alien focused sites and found this website today after waking up from a dream this morning that made me afraid last night, it was the second time i had had a similar dream which on both occassions had woken me from sleep in the middle of the night due to the level of fear i was feeling about the dreams. I am writing this as muc as anything to try to clarify to myself something about these and other experiences in my life.I do not normally contribute to forums such as this, however my dream is as follows, I was sitting facing a large patio like window but it was very very big, in a normal house type room with two doors behind me and i had an old school friend sitting next to me, a girl who i had gone through all of my schooling from age 5 with who i lost contact with 25 years ago. outside the window the sky was vast and it is all i could see, no trees, land or houses etc, just an expanse of endless sky, it was filled with hundreds of war planes, large grey noisy ones all flying from left to right, i felt frightened that this was a terrible situation and something bad must be happening if the sky was filled with active planes of war. I turned to look at the open doorway behind me and there were the grey aliens with black hooded cloaks, i have seen on the film communion standing in the doorway but not entering the room i sat in, they were also standing in the doorway of the other room to the left behind me. I think prior to dreaming this part of the dream i had been in another room alone and the grey aliens had entered and physically grabbed hold of me, which frightened me and i resisted in fear, though they didnt hurt me at all whilst holding me with force against my will. I could not fight against them however as they were too strong for me. this part of my dream was the most anxious and alarming, causing me to feel panic. i dont remember what happended after they grabbed me but the next part of the dream was as above i was sitting in the room with my schoolfriendlooking out of the window at the planes. I think there was more to the dream but as i felt so scared i tried to consciously block them out i think and it all seemed blurry and confusing in the other parts. I awaoke with my fear and felt afraid that the aliens might be in my home and was afraid to leave my bed as i would normally after a bad dream just to wake myself up and remind myself it was just a dream, in case they were still in my house. however i was awake and trying to remember more of the dream to understand why i had felt so scared, as i lay there it seemed that there was a constant flickering of light in my eyes that wouldnt go away, the same sensation as if someone has been shining a bright and flickering light in your eyes and when it stops your eyes copy the flickering light for a while until they ajust to normal sight again. I recognised this from another dream id had about 2 years ago when id woken up in a similar way in bed and felt really anxious as there had been a massively bright light outside my bedroom window that had left my eyes with the same after sensation of flickering for a very long time. i have never had any eye problems in my life and done suffer migranes of wear glasses so this sensation was unusual and concerning to me to have occured so suddenly in sleep for no apparent reason. On this ocassion i had thoughts of the aliens again and was afraid to get out of bed in case they were in my house, which is to me quite an irrational fear. On both occassions i had a feeling of being watched by the aliens either a sense and in the dream because i could see them watching me from the doorway.
When i was a small child maybe, 4 to12 i had many disturbing experiences seeing lights most of my childhood in my bedroom at night, sometimes i was so scared i was frozen and would hide under my blankets to protect myself from them, my family were all used to my strange visions and would ask me what i could see and where i saw them and i would describe them vividly. I have continued to see halos around various objects, people and places, i.e doorways entrances to this day but have got so used to it i dont think anythink of it its jsut what i see around me. though it seems comforting and familiar to me. I did have a dream as a child of a ufo in our large back garden, which was at the very back of the garden between the apple trees, i remember being scared of it. Then i had a dream that our back garden and all the gardens ajoining ours don the street which were fenced off in between, no longer had fences they were jsut one large area of greenbelt and neolithic humans were peacfully hunting and gathering across the whole area, at one with the earth and each other with no conflict. I have often wondered if this vision was sent to me to help me to learn and understand the world as i have since gone on to work with indigenous nations for their human and territorial rights in politics, i also became a writter and had always been inspired by whitley striebers career as a writer and had always hoped some day of ebing able to write myself, which i eventualy did to my surprise. i did watch the film communion when i was aprox 18 and found it fascinating so dont know if my experiences are just a projection of having watched the film or something more of my own personal experience of this phenomenon but definately helpful to write and explore this idea i think.

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Just happond!!!

Anyways, I woke up this morning but with a memorie. I know this will sound crazy but this is what happond! There were 3 of them. There was one standing right front of the doorway holding my 13 month old daughter, Meliah. The other 2 were standing at the end of the bed. Me and my husband sat up and were looking at them. For some reason the words Seekers and sharers was in my mind! The one infront of me was a seeker and the one infront of my husband was a sharer. They came to us and sat on the bed with us. And placed there hands on ours. I remember feeling so good and happy. but I didn’t feel like my life or power or whatever people say, was being sucked out. I just felt like I was next to a good friend I could trust. We did this for about a half hour and then we let go of eachothers hands. I remember looking over at Everett, my husband and he asked me if it was ok for him to go. I remember saying yes and saying some cute coment like, but you better be home before supper or else, something funny like that. It was interesting that It didn’t seem like I wasn’t under any control by the aliens, if I was, I wouldn’t say something like that , would I? So next thing I know is we are on a ship. It is quite bright but nice, no different than we would like to have our space ships I suppose. We were standing in a traffic way of sorts, just like in an airport, you know the long walkways with lots of people rushing back and forth. But it did have a arc, as if you are allways slowly walking around a corner. (i thought that that was intiresting because that would fit the shape of a flying sauser.) So anyways, on the left side of me was what looked like a lounging spot. There were couched things to sit on and long windows to look through. Colors I remember where white and gray. So I just appered and I look around and that’s what I see. Then I see on the right side of me…Everett smileing and walking away with another person (alien) and he said (I love you baby) I said I love you too. He seemed excited but i had no idea where they were taking him. I look back and there is the one holding meliah and the alien that is exscorting me. I turned and looked at him (i am just refering to it as a him because i dont remember any gender diffrence, even though i could clearly feel a motherly feeling coming from the one holding meliah.) he smiled. And then then I wake up. So, was it a dream or did something really weird just happen. I thought it was quite interesting that the aliens didn’t talk.
It didnt seem that the men or the women looked to different but, I felt like I could tell the difference. It was also interesting that the hall was rounded, the ship I was in was defiantly a round one! Another thing that was unusual was how the words Seekers and sherers was already in my head. How did I know that’s what they were or in this case doing. Everett had to have something else happen to him. Since he had a sharer I bet that the alien was sharing knowledge with him. I bet they chose him because they knew that he could do some good with the knowledge that he gave him. For me I’m guessing the alien was finding out more of human life or something like that. I also wonder if they did something to meliah? I don’t know what good her knowledge would do?
So I woke up Everett and asked him if he remembers anything, and he doesn’t. So what I want to know is, did this just really happen? It was as real as me typing this! This is no bullshit story! Who were these people? What did they want! And why is it so hard to remember! Oh, and just so people know, these aliens looked alot like humans but I always remember something a little off when looking at there face, and eyes!
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A Question.

I am 18. Over many years I would periodically have problems sleeping and I felt anxious, usually when this would happen I would sleep in my living room with the television or lights on or in a room with someone else. There are a few times that stand out, one of my earliest was when I was alot younger I went into the living room, it was Christmas time so the Christmas tree was up and the lights were on, I also turned on the T.V. Another occasion was when I was watching T.V. and fell asleep in the living  room my brother was also asleep on the other couch. A third occasion was when I felt anxious/scared but slept alone in my room. Though there have been many more these are the most significant. I have regressed alot through my dreams and meditations and these three are the major ones.

On the first one I had laid down in my room but was so scared that I couldn’t go to sleep. I went into my living room where the Christmas tree was up and everything. I cut on the T.V. and I can remember that I Love Lucy was on T.V. Land. I went to sleep still feeling very nervous. I regressed much later several things that happened later. I opened my eyes to two Grays standing in my living room, looking at the Christmas tree as if they were trying to figure out what it was, even tinkering with the ornaments. They then turned their attentions to me, at first they stood there, just looking at me, than they came towards me, walking slowly, the last thing I remember was one got close to my face with those eyes, I cannot remember beyond that.

The second occasion I spoke of, my brother and I had been watching T.V. I had gotten off of a hard days work so I fell asleep really fast, I told my brother to leave the T.V. on. Well, he didn’t. I woke up and realized I could not move, I was on my stomach and was facing where my brother was on the other couch, but instead I saw something standing over me, I tried to scream but the scream was muffled. I tried with all I had to move but I just couldn’t. The moonlight illuminated the Gray’s skin faintly. There was a flash of light and my brother woke up and heard my muffled screams which soon turned to loud screams, he ran over to me thinking I was having a bad dream to wake me up and I asked him if he saw the creature and he said he had not, but walked over to the window and told me that he saw a light in the sky, I looked and saw it as well. He asked me what had happened and I told him what I had experienced.

The third occasion happened when I slept in my room, in the dark, even though I had a bad feeling. It was much like the previous account in that I woke up and could not move. I saw two beings in my room, their shadows just visable in the dark. There was one standing beside me and another at the door. The one beside me was rather small but the one at the door was tall. I don’t know how but I moved my arm and rolled myself out of bed and they ran towards the living room which was well lit, I got up and ran into my door way to see nothing. I then felt dazed and went and sat on my bed and held my head in my hands, this encounter was less than a year ago.

Now to my questions; has anyone else experienced anything like this? Also, my brother has a very strong fear of extraterrestrials and anything of the like, he constantly sleeps in the living room or with a light on, do you think he has had some experiences himself? Please let me know.

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Encounter=Spiritual Awakening?

I’m curious if any of you folks have had an experience that you would consider a spiritual awakening? I mean, did anything happen to you that led you to a realization that you were connected to the universe in a profound way? Do you consider your relationship with aliens to have a spiritual aspect?

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