2 things really

where to begin…. well at the beginning. it isnt so much that i think that ive been abducted or visited any more. i know i have been. as far back as i can remember there have always been moments when i was sleeping and a buzzing noise would start and i could not move. when i was younger (ages 6-10) i more or less ignored them and just went back to sleep. as i got older my earliest memory of a presence in the room that startled me was when i was 12. however not as much as one might think since my family owned cats and my mother would often come check on me and my sisters in the next room. when i was 13 i had what could be called a vivid dream? i was out side just at sun break and watched a ufo hover near my house, while the buzzing was going on i heard what sounded like voices but i could not understand them, some other language. since then i have had several other occurrences of hearing buzzing and not being able to move while sensing a presence near me. but the most recent ones have been the most…scary i guess you could say. about 6 years ago i had another vivid dream, i was aboard a ship. my girlfriend at the time was there with me, an alien was motioning for me to lay down on a table, i told it no. then i punched it in the face, i grabbed my girlfriends hand and ran out of the room, out in the hall several other aliens appeared, one approached me, i punched it, then screamed at the others to send us back now. i woke up standing on my girlfriends bed, her laying on the floor fast asleep. the trick here was i went to bed in my own home 15 miles away and my watch told me i had only been asleep for about an hour.

fast forward about 2 years ago i was sleeping in my own bed, in a motorhome by my self, when the buzzing starts, then the paralysis. at first i was going to ignore it but then i heard a cupboard door open…THEN SHUT! i started to panic a little, then heard my mini fridge open…then shut. i started to really freak then, i was thinking i cant move and some one is in here with me. i sat for a moment and thought to my self, if i use mediation (of which i have been practicing for a while now) maybe i can over come this paralysis, so i started concentrating, i could then feel my left hand and open my right eye. i then felt something near the edge of my bed, i quickly grabbed at it not seeing well yet, and got a hand, my thoughts where aha!! got ya now!!. then i was able to move my head and looked. in the dark i couldn’t make out detail but i will never forget the shape i saw!!! the head of an alien!!

fast forward to about 4 months ago again with the buzzing and paralysis. this time i was prepared!! knowing that if i used meditation and concentrate i can over come the paralysis. well it worked, i watched the alien come into my room and over to my wife’s side of the bed. it started to reach for her when i leaped at it and mumbled no you dont!!, i hadn’t over come the paralysis all the way yet but mostly, my movement was slow and clumsy, but i heard it scream? yelp? in any case i scared it for a change!

but this hasn’t stopped them completely yet, 2 nights ago i was visited in my truck by one!!! i never heard of a trucker being visited in the sleeper before! but it was only there for a moment, i didnt actually see it, i was facing the wall and it was gone along with the buzzing as soon as i concentrated on rolling over.

ok im writing all this to get my story out and ask some questions, first i want to know if any one else has ever been successful in over comeing the paralysis like i have? and second has any truckers been abducted or visited in their sleepers before?  i also get this feeling like im being watched from time to time and get flashes in my mind of their faces, dose any one else get this? and im interested to know if there is any one in washington state that i can talk to about getting hypnotized, i have a feeling that theres things i dont remember.

last thing, if i am the first and i hope im not. people we can fight back!! we dont have to sit and be terrified by them while they do with us what they will! practice meditation, learn to concentrate and focus it out!! purge the sensation! maybe this is the first step in….something i dont know what yet but if i can do it you can to!!