Does anyone share these feelings like me

I’m only 14,yet I feel I think differen,I’m not socially awkward but I feel that I can’t share the way I feel.
Since I was 12 I started to take a interest in aliens and space,so I always looked for info an stuff to learn more and each time I read something new,it kinda opened my eyes and stuff that happend to me happend to people before.
The other night I was In my bed watching a NBA game and I get alley so I go to sleep(I had some congestion that night)and suddenly I feel like I’m gagging on my on spit and I’m seeing kinda foggy and I’m sweaty,I hear a ball dribble and buzzers like it I was watching the game but the TV was off so I got nervous and started swallowing and fell asleep.
And a few days later I woke Up with tiny cuts like papercuts on my forehead with no memory of it.
And I always have this weird feeling when I’m at my grandparents house that I’m being followed,it feels like somebody is hiding and watching me,I’m afraid that suddenly a pair of eyes are going to pop out
I’m not very religious but I feel we mean something,I’m always getting frustrated at my friends cause I try to explain how tiny and beautiful our life is(but being teenagers you get the idea)
And when I dream of aliens I’m always in a group when it happens and they ALWAYS come falling from the sky and we try to escape
I feel like I’m being led up to something important
If anyone can share a tough it would really help