Just wondering

I know what I saw and I know I lost about 2 hours of time. That was when I was 17.(86 87) I have not had anything happen since then. It  does’nt really bother me, but like I said I know what I saw and I did loose 2 hours.  Without sounding like an ass, all I can really say is that they must not have much use for me.  It did fuck with me but fuck that and fuck them!  There is some reason for it, that I know, what the reason is?  Oh yeah like I said FUCK THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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I know its happening…

First, I am not the only one who witness this first know event in our home as a child. My older sister and I were sleeping in the living room, brcause our room had been painted earlier that day. She slept on one couch, me on the other and it was late evening. Suddenly I was awakened by my sister shoving me and whispering awake up. I open my eyes and the room was unbelievably bright, living in Los Angeles I just assumed it was a helicopter seach light lol. I wish that was the case. Curiously we peeked out the window of our 3rd floor apartment and right at our window was an object, glowing and jolting around our window. It looked like it was investigating or something. I moved the curtain a little and immediately it shot straight up into the sky. We ran and told my mom and dad, they said to tell E.T. they said hello and go back to bed. That was the tip of the iceberg. By age 16 I was having severe migraines, in my backpack I kept a bottle of asprin just to make it through most days. At age 18 I had a catscan on my head, my Dr scheduled surgery to remove what they label a cyst at the time. During this paticular surgery I woke up with them still using tools inside the left part of my head. I felt only slight pain but enormous pressure. I saw the blood trickle down the cloth covering my head, but more than that I could hear the conversation between the doctor and nurses. While extracting what he called dead tissue, he grasped and said ” Now how did that get in there!” Another person said “What is that?” I heard them call for another docter. I moved my fingers and they put me under again. Afterward I was giving an evaluation and was ask had I had any prior surgeries, I answered no. He then showed me a valve with some fleshy tissue, black dead tissue and right in the center was a metallic small tube looking thing with a few holes in it, about a half an inch big. Since 1998 I have had an enormous increase in memory, pain and hearing sensitivity. I’m not in no way saying I’m a special individual, but my friends and family come to me when they need to recall an event, conversation (verbatim), people, information. I seem to store faces, places, time, dates, events,and music like a computer would process them. This all wouldn’t be so bad if I didn’t experience the fear and intrusive feeling that comes with it. When I’m asleep at times I’m fighting to stay on the ground in my dreams, at times I can’t move, and I hear strange communications. Once I was having a conversation with someone at random and their whole face change form right infront of me. I have an overwhelming feeling that something not only with myself but thee world is going on. Also one day in 2003 I woke up out of bed and was blind for the next 5 days, after having a strange dream of being in a alien battle somewhere esle, a world made of rainbow-like prism glass…crazy I know. My sight returned on the 6th day. Lately I just wake up at night and immediately look towards my doorway expecting to see someone or something standing there.

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Dreams that Ive been having

Okay I am not a firm believer in the supernatural or the paranormal but I am pretty open to the idea that we are not alone I guess you would say so let me start with these dreams that I have almost my entire life I would say they started around the age of five and until now currently in my life and it is freaking me out a bit to remember these things. As a child I would have this reoccurring dream that I would be taken away while I was sleeping a bright blue light would shine than everything would be dark than a few hours later I would wake up  but it felt like I was in midair than would just hit the bed wake up and would be crying but I never knew why I was crying and I couldn’t remember the dream but all I could really feel was that I was scared and that my back was hurting me this went on until I was 6 almost 7 than we moved to Michigan. The dreams stopped until I was 11 years old and it came back but in the next dream I can remember sleeping next to my older sister the next thing I know I walk into our kitchen and then everything went dark again the next morning I a woke screaming in pain my back was in so much pain and all my sister can remember me saying is that I wanted them to stop poking my back but screaming out of a dead sleep that I wanted them to stop poking me.  After that nothing had happened to me for a while until I was 17 I had this strange dream again that I looked out my window and someone was there than again everything went black woke up and my upper back and neck hurt I forgot to mention that during these back pains there were no marks or anything so I thought I just always had these bad dreams that I could never really remember everything. skipping along in my life to currently I’ve been feeling like something has been taken me while I’ve been sleeping which has lead me to remember these weird occurrences in my past that I kind of just let go in my life but weird things have been occurring around the area I live and how I’ve been having the weird dreams again and since of fear when I go to sleep now and the fact that I actually had  a dream that I sort of remember of some type of being coming into my room while me and my fiancé are sleeping but somehow my fiancé is sleeping and these beings are either putting or taking out something in my spine it’s been freaking me out also that there have been reported UFO’s sightings in the area lately and I hate to sound crazy but I am scared I am defiantly not the type of person who fully believes in alien beings but it is just way too weird to have all these things happen to me that have been going on basically my entire life I am just hoping that I am not going crazy

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I strongly believe I was abducted. please read!

Im honestly dripping tears because (i have no idea why) I have SO MUCH emotion with this. Im not sad. Its just a huge wind of emotion when I talk about this or think about it. Im shaking. Im nervous. Chills. Everything.  Its kind of long so bare with me.

I was about 13 years old and I was visiting my aunt in a small town (10k people) on the coast of oregon. She made me a bed on the couch. A sheet underneath me, folded in half to fit the couch better. One pillow with a pillow case. A blanket over the top of me, again folded to fit better. I went to bed ON THE COUCH. Under the blanket. Watched tvfor a bit… fell asleep. Woke up ON THE FLOOR. In between the couch and the coffee table. The sheet that was underneathme was now underneath me on the floor. It was perfectly folded in half. No bunches, almost like it was ironed to the floor. I was laying perfectly flat on my back witharms to my side. My pillow was perfectly underneath my head. Not even the slightest bit sideways. The blanket that was over me on the couch was now over me on the floor. Perfectly folded. Perfectly layed over me. No bunches, no wrinkles. Everything fit perfectly between the coffee table and couch… which isnt that much space to begin with.
When I woke up, I thought to myself “why am I on the floor” noticed how everything was perfect. Thought it was weird but I didntthink anything of it at the time. Went downstairs asked both my aunt and uncle if they had moved me and they said they hadnt been up there all night. Just sorta let it go.

A couple years later, about 15. At my moms house, in my bedroom. I was laying on the floor talking on the phone. Fell asleep. Woke up in the same exact position as my aunts house a couple years ago except this time I COULDNT MOVE. I was awake. My eyes wouldnt open, nothing could move. I honestly thought in my head that a weirdo broke into our house, gave me an injection of some kind to paralyze me, never did it cross my mind “aliens” to be absolutely honest. It took about 3 minutes but I got my arms to get up from my sides. I kept slapping myself in the face to get my eyes to open. Finally when I get my eyes to open, I could move normal again. I grabbed the phone and ran into the bathroom. I wanted to call 911 because I really thought there was a crazy person in my house trying to kill me. I got myself together and ran into my moms room. She calmed me down and everything was fine. Forgot about it.

Then, couple years later that movie “the 4th kind” came out. Went to see it with some friends. I swear to you until this day I had not even the slightest thought about aliens. The movie started, and when the people in the movie were trying to explain what they thought they knew but didnt know I immediately got sick to my stomach. A physical sickness in my stomach! The more the movie went on, I couldnt take it. I started crying. An overwhelming rush came over me and I had BAD anxiety and chills. Knots in my stomach, almost to the point of throwing up. Tears coming and going. It gave me the weirdest feeling that I went back to see the movie 3 more times that week. I had to figure out why I was getting so emotional over this movie.

I know, its just a movie. BUT I KNEW THAT FEELING THEY WERE TRYING TO EXPLAIN IN THE MOVIE. I know that feeling. I never EVER had that feeling before till I saw this movie. So I think that the movie sparked it. Its like there is something in my head that I know is there but I cant remember it but I know there is something that imnot getting, remembering, knowing. Its the weirdest feeling and its so hard to explain. I know there is a memory in my head that I cant get out. Its like I want to say it, but I cant pull it out of my brain and into my mouth.
I immediately think of those times when I woke up on the floor. I get all these emotions and physical knots in my stomach. I dont know what to think but I just want to know what happened or what im forgetting.

A few other notes.
I lived with my mom up until I was 18, everything like clockwork she woke up between 3am and 3:30. never failed. When my mom was a kid, she would always have out of body experiences and she would always fly in them. She grew up with a huge wooded back yard and she said she even saw a little boy one time come out of them and ask her to come play. She also was driving one night. 2am in her small town she lived in and had to slam on the breaks because she said she saw a VERY TALL person(?) walking across the street. She said it was very tall, long arms and long legs. She said it was awkward the wayit was walking because it was so unproportioned. She said when it got across the street that it crouched down into the bushes and started at her. She said it was a little bit away so she couldnt see it anymore except for its eyes. She said they were a yellow/green/orange color. Very large and she could see them so clear. She said it was the scariest thing shes ever been through and that no one believed her whenever she told the story…. I have no idea what it could have been but thought i would throw that out there…. my mom has had a ton of weird things like this but she chalks it up to spirits and things like that. She is a VERY spiritual person.
Ive always needed more sleep than usual. 8 hours just isnt enough for me. I need about 10 and I can sleep 12-14 hours NO problem. Been to the doctor. Not anemic. Nothing.
I get horrible leg cramps. The doctor says its from wearing heels. I dont think thats the case though. Its random. Ive had all blood work done, tests, everything. Nothing showed up so that was the only thing she could diagnose the leg cramps with.
I get migraines. They last 2-3 days sometimes. Dont know if that would have anything to do with it but just thought I would throw those things in there.

Whenever I think or talk about this I get the weirdest emotions. I almost, swear to you, didnt write this because I got so scared. I had to get up to turn on the lights and everything. Please someone write to me.

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Alien Dream

I stumbled upon this site after talking to my sister. I was just telling her about my dream I had because it was way different then any other dreams I HAVE EVER HAD!!!!!!! I have very vivid dreams, and can remember them very well! They are all nightmares I have had since I was little. This one stuck out the most! It was just last night July 4th or maybe the 5th cuz it was early in the morning I think. I felt myself being pushed back very fastly I saw a girl on a bed or table it looked like a surgery room in the hospital. There were 3 doctors around me. I could not see any of their faces. I seen the girl’s head and limp body being (what looked to be) them trying to wake her up. Her head fell to the right. She was wearing a blue looking plastic shower cap thing on her head. I focused in on the face of the girl thinking “Why am I getting shown this.” Then looking harder IT WAS ME on the table and I heard in a mans voice “SHES NOT RESPONDING”, “SHES NOT RESPONDING”! Twice I heard that. I saw them or the doctors pushing on my rib cage, not chest. I was in a gown (white with a blue diamond design) same as the hospitals gowns. All though it was tighter, it seemed to fit nicely, which is unusual even if you have a xsmall on! The room was huge and white with machines (I think) I didn’t look around much because it was me on the table dying!   That dream ended and I saw myself  sit in a grayish plethery chair. It had a head rest and arm rests and was on a moving belt. I dont know the word for it, but the chair moved along this belt in the floor.  Before I sat down I was being instructed to sit down, so I did. The voice then told me ” NO MATTER WHAT HANG ON, IT SHOULDN’T BE TO ———–” I can’t remember the end to that sentence. I held on to the arm rests and it started moving me through 2 silver doors. I was about 30 ft. from those doors when I sat in the chair. After entering the silver doors the chair started tipping right to left slowly and safely like they were checking my balance or something. The chair continued to move all different ways. I noticed I was in the gown from the previous dream!  I felt the chair floating and it began to move forward tipping me over. I felt my hands clutch the arm rests trying not to fall. I felt a pressure on my chest and couldn’t breath in for 1 breath. It seemed as if they knew because it tilted me back up a little more and I was fine. NEXT I remember being laid in a big bed looking thing that felt like those tempre pedic beds. Any way I was instructed to get up there and lay. I was in between a boy I had never seen before. Sandy blonde hair and only about 11, but had long legs or was tall. I don’t know how I knew his age I just do for some reason. Also I was next to a girl with dark brown hair and couldn’t see her face. Then I seen a big needle and a dark but bright orange fluid inside. I only seen hands with blue gloves on them and a voice saying “I NEED TO INJECT THIS IN YOU” I looked over at the boy and knew he had that same thing done to him. The voice warned me that it would be a little scary, but that I can handle it. They injected it in my right arm I don’t remember where on my arm  exactly.  Then I saw it go in my arm. It felt like an epin efrin shot (which gives you a huge adrenalin rush), but this feeling went on and I can barely describe it but it felt like I was being pushed down but on a really fast roller coaster where your stomach drops and not even only that it was so scary of a feeling I HAVE NEVER EVER FELT THIS FEELING BEFORE IN ANY DREAMS OR IN MY LIFE.  My eyes rolled back so you could see the whites and they were open. It felt like I took a deep breath and never let it out  and even went past that some how . I dont know roller coaster stomach drop, light headed adrenalin rush! After that feeling I was fine. A little girl came in the room I only seen the back of her. She had wavy light brown hair, she came in and ran to this women and gave her a hug. I some how knew the little girl had been here before and has done this many times before. And I knew she didnt like it. Then she sat in the chair and it started moving through the silver doors.      They had another shot with clear liquid much smaller like a regular shot you get at the doctors. They instructed me to do it myself. I got handed the needle, again I could only see hands with gloves on them this time they were white. I asked them where they said in your vein. I looked down and I could see every vein I had. Purplish red little veins glowing everywhere in my right arm and bright blue big veins also. I tried but couldnt do it. It kinda floated out of my hands and in thin air I had that shot injected. I then woke up from my puppy barking and whining. I got up to let her outside. There was a big storm that night. I thought she had to pee  but instead was starving and found food on our deck. I seen a huge flash of light like I had never seen before I  thought it was one of those flash fire works but it only happened once. It was like looking in to a strobe light for a split second. It did thunder really loud and alot after that so I think it was lighting that struck next to me to be that bright, I dont know . THE DREAM WAS STARTLING AND THE FEELINGS !!  JUST WANTED TO GET IT OUT OF MY HEAD AND SEE IF OTHERS HAVE ANY THOUGHTS ON THIS!

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VIVID FEELING OF A INJECTION OF?

I stumbled upon this site after talking to my sister. I was just telling her about my dream I had because it was way different then any other dreams I HAVE EVER HAD!!!!!!! I have very vivid dreams, and can remember them very well! They are all nightmares I have had since I was little. This one stuck out the most! It was just last night July 4th or maybe the 5th cuz it was early in the morning I think. I felt myself being pushed back very fastly I saw a girl on a bed or table it looked like a surgery room in the hospital. There were 3 doctors around me. I could not see any of their faces. I seen the girl’s head and limp body being (what looked to be) them trying to wake her up. Her head fell to the right. She was wearing a blue looking plastic shower cap thing on her head. I focused in on the face of the girl thinking “Why am I getting shown this.” Then looking harder IT WAS ME on the table and I heard in a mans voice “SHES NOT RESPONDING”, “SHES NOT RESPONDING”! Twice I heard that. I saw them or the doctors pushing on my rib cage, not chest. I was in a gown (white with a blue diamond design) same as the hospitals gowns. All though it was tighter, it seemed to fit nicely, which is unusual even if you have a xsmall on! The room was huge and white with machines (I think) I didn’t look around much because it was me on the table dying!   That dream ended and I saw myself  sit in a grayish plethery chair. It had a head rest and arm rests and was on a moving belt. I dont know the word for it, but the chair moved along this belt in the floor.  Before I sat down I was being instructed to sit down, so I did. The voice then told me ” NO MATTER WHAT HANG ON, IT SHOULDN’T BE TO ———–” I can’t remember the end to that sentence. I held on to the arm rests and it started moving me through 2 silver doors. I was about 30 ft. from those doors when I sat in the chair. After entering the silver doors the chair started tipping right to left slowly and safely like they were checking my balance or something. The chair continued to move all different ways. I noticed I was in the gown from the previous dream!  I felt the chair floating and it began to move forward tipping me over. I felt my hands clutch the arm rests trying not to fall. I felt a pressure on my chest and couldn’t breath in for 1 breath. It seemed as if they knew because it tilted me back up a little more and I was fine. NEXT I remember being laid in a big bed looking thing that felt like those tempre pedic beds. Any way I was instructed to get up there and lay. I was in between a boy I had never seen before. Sandy blonde hair and only about 11, but had long legs or was tall. I don’t know how I knew his age I just do for some reason. Also I was next to a girl with dark brown hair and couldn’t see her face. Then I seen a big needle and a dark but bright orange fluid inside. I only seen hands with blue gloves on them and a voice saying “I NEED TO INJECT THIS IN YOU” I looked over at the boy and knew he had that same thing done to him. The voice warned me that it would be a little scary, but that I can handle it. They injected it in my right arm I don’t remember where on my arm  exactly.  Then I saw it go in my arm. It felt like an epin efrin shot (which gives you a huge adrenalin rush), but this feeling went on and I can barely describe it but it felt like I was being pushed down but on a really fast roller coaster where your stomach drops and not even only that it was so scary of a feeling I HAVE NEVER EVER FELT THIS FEELING BEFORE IN ANY DREAMS OR IN MY LIFE.  My eyes rolled back so you could see the whites and they were open. It felt like I took a deep breath and never let it out  and even went past that some how . I dont know roller coaster stomach drop, light headed adrenalin rush! After that feeling I was fine. A little girl came in the room I only seen the back of her. She had wavy light brown hair, she came in and ran to this women and gave her a hug. I some how knew the little girl had been here before and has done this many times before. And I knew she didnt like it. Then she sat in the chair and it started moving through the silver doors.      They had another shot with clear liquid much smaller like a regular shot you get at the doctors. They instructed me to do it myself. I got handed the needle, again I could only see hands with gloves on them this time they were white. I asked them where they said in your vein. I looked down and I could see every vein I had. Purplish red little veins glowing everywhere in my right arm and bright blue big veins also. I tried but couldnt do it. It kinda floated out of my hands and in thin air I had that shot injected. I then woke up from my puppy barking and whining. I got up to let her outside. There was a big storm that night. I thought she had to pee  but instead was starving and found food on our deck. I seen a huge flash of light like I had never seen before I  thought it was one of those flash fire works but it only happened once. It was like looking in to a strobe light for a split second. It did thunder really loud and alot after that so I think it was lighting that struck next to me to be that bright, I dont know . THE DREAM WAS STARTLING AND THE FEELINGS !!  JUST WANTED TO GET IT OUT OF MY HEAD AND SEE IF OTHERS HAVE ANY THOUGHTS ON THIS!

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Childhood Encounter?

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Alien Abductions

People, especially ones who have been abducted need to realize that the whole ufo/alien abduction phenomena is demonic in origin, it is a satanic deception.  Even if there is life on other planets or star systems, they are not visiting us due to the great distances and other problems with inter-galactic travel, and there is no proof that these beings come from other planets or star systems anyway.   These beings come from the spirit world, and they masquerade as space aliens. They will lie to you and say that they are here to help us, that they are here to teach us things, things that would seem good, but in reality, they are conning you, they have a evil agenda, they appear to be benevalent, like wolves in sheeps clothing, or demons in space alien clothing, these fallen angels or demons  also called “devils”  or  “unclean spirits”  can take on any form.  I’m not a betting man, but if I were, I’d bet that I’m right about this.  Regardless of  whether these beings  are fallen angels or devils or demonic hybrids, they have a leader   once named “Lucifer”  now called “Satan”,  and they are the ones who are doing the abductions and flying in our skys.  Satan and his minions do not need a flying saucer to get around in, that is just part of the deception.  Some of these “flying saucers” are man made here on earth, but most of them are not really physical flying craft, they can appear to be physical and can leave physical proof of having landed some place, but they are not really physical flying objects, that also is part of this satanic deception.  These so called aliens from space may say that they are here to teach you how to generate love or how to conquer fear etc.  but they really hate you and they hate God and they have an evil agenda.  If these creatures are just hybrids, they came as a result of hybridzation, the taking of sperm and eggs from abductees by the fallen angels or demons to create these hybrids, and it may be these hybrids who are now abducting people like the fallen angels were doing before, but regardless, they are NOT space aliens from another planet or star systems.  The Greek word for demon  means “knowledge”,  they  have all knowledge, they have the “technology”.  Even if there were space aliens who were so much more advanced than we are who were able to come here,  fallen angels or demons, or even their hybrid offspring would have even an easier time coming here and abducting people, which I believe whole heartedly that is what they are.

I believe that the key to this whole ufo/alien abduction phenomena is found in the bible in Genesis chapter 6,  in there, it says that angels who were called  “sons of God” came down to earth and mated with earth women and the result was a race of giants.  This is not so far fetched as it sounds, this really happened, and I’ve been researching this stuff for quite awhile now, and the same thing is happening now, except in a different way.  Instead of angels actually coming here and mating with earth women like the angels  in Genesis chapter 6 did, they are  masquerading as space aliens and are abducting women and taking their eggs and abducting men for their sperm and are creating a race of hybrids.  It amazes me how some people won’t believe in fallen angels and demons, but they are quick to believe in space aliens, and I think it would be harder to believe that aliens from other planets could come a long way from some distance planet  than fallen angels, who could do it much easily.   People need to realize that Satan is real and so are demons and fallen angels, and they are ultimately behind this whole thing, regardless of what they look like or what they tell you, they are liars and they can take on any form, and a lot of ghost sightings are also demons masquerading as ghosts of dead people as well. 

You people who have been abducted or are still experiencing these abductions, can stop them,  all you have to do is come to the Lord Jesus Christ and ask him to forgive you of your sins and ask him to save you. Every follower of Jesus Christ has the Holy Spirit, and the bible says that  demons also called “devils” in  scripture  fear Jesus Christ, they fear the name of Jesus, and the bible also says,  “Greater is He who is in you, than he who is in the world”      In that verse, the first  “he” is the Holy Spirit of God who every follower of Jesus has dwelling in him or her, and the second “he”  is Satan, and the Holy Spirit is greater than Satan, so if you want to be free from the alien abductions or demon abductions as it really is, come to Jesus and live for him and you won’t be abducted anymore, and if by chance you are about to be abducted, just rebuke those evil beings in the name of Jesus and they will go away and that will stop the abduction experience.  Now if you don’t believe the bible or Jesus, then you will be on your own and will probably still experience these abductions, they are demonic regardless of what they may try to tell you or try to do  for you or to you or regardless of what anybody else might say, they are fallen angels or demons or hybrids created by demonic power. Anybody here who thinks I’m crazy or has a big hang up with demons, can think what you like, but I don’t think abductees are crazy, they are victims of demonic oppression.  Don’t fall for the space alien deception.

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i do need to talk to someone abult this

I am 42yrsold and i need to talk to someone abult my experiences but my spelling is not good this been going on since i was 5 or 10yesold i do not know what to do or ho i can talk to

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