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I don’t know what would happen if they revealed themselves to us all, but just like everything in life, we’d have to adjust to this reality. If they’re real, which I’m sure they are, I’d rather that they just reveal themselves and inform us of why” they’re here.

I saw the Africans on TV who built a model plane thinking the WWII planes were of the Gods.

There is a book called “After Disclosure” which poses some interesting ideas of what things would be like if the aliens revealed themselves to us all.

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New here

hello, I’ve never been abducted (at least not that I know of :)) but have always been very, very interested in the UFO and abduction phenomenon. I don’t think what Christopher believes about these beings being demons at all. I think that a lot of humans have tough time realizing that there are interplanetary impossibilities from OUR limited perspective. Like Judy said, there may be all types of other possibilities allowing for these guys to come here, like worm holes. I think humans also have a tough time negotiating ETs w/ their beliefs in the Bible and God.

Anyway, I believe they’re real beings from other planets who have been studying us for a long time. I’m wondering if those who are abducted are chosen due to their genetic makeup. Who knows? I just wonder why the aliens won’t let themselves be known openly to all of us (?).

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New Here

Hello everyone. I  am new  here. I have been fascinated by the ufo and alien abduction phenomenon for the past 2 years.  I have a theory about the whole thing which I will share.

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Was it….?

So, I’ve always considered myself to be a logical person. I always laughed at the theory of aliens and other life-forms. Until last night. I’m…not quite sure what happened, but whatever it was scared the hell out of me. I stepped outside around 12:30 to have a cigarette. I had been playing on Facebook, and IM’d my friend that I would be right back. I don’t know why, but I looked up at the sky. I guess I noticed the stars were brighter than usual, and I was automatically drawn to the Big Dipper. Then I noticed one of the corners of the dipper was flashing red, white, red, white. I figured it was an airplane moving past. But it was moving really slow. Slower than a plane normally would. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw a flash of light. A  HUGE flash, like lightening, but in a semi-circle coming up from the ground off behind the houses to the west of our house. I figured it was just lightening and didn’t think anything else about it. Then I noticed there was a street lamp light showing through the trees. Only it kept getting bigger, and closer? Next thing I know, I’m panicked. My heart rate is accelerated.  I toss down my cigarette, only half smoked, and quickly walk in the house. I get back on the computer and look at the time. It’s now 1:30. I thought surely I must have looked at the clock wrong before because it doesn’t take an hour to smoke half a cigarette. Then I checked what time my last IM had been sent….12:28 a.m. I’m not really sure what to think about all of this. I’m really confused! All my life I’ve been told to think things through in a logical manner. And my mind is cluttered with pure chaos now. I feel….Odd. Not like I am ill or anything, but just…off. I thought maybe I had just had a little too much caffeine but then I realized I hadn’t even drank my soda yet today. I feel very observant. I notice every little sound, every smell, little things that normally I wouldn’t notice seem to catch my eye. What is going on???

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Its been a few months, but I have new experiences to share…

This one was a few months ago. I slept on my couch cause hubby was working overnight, and I cant sleep alone in the bed.. The first thing I come to is that I’m huddled down tight in front of my front door. I’m sweating, straining and very stressed and scared. I dont know whats going on. And I cant move! I know something is here keeping me this way. And I know he just took off into my bathroom down the hall. I sit there for a few moments talking to myself. Its ok dont stress you CAN move.. you can , just breath. I slow my breathing, clear my mind, and I’m now able to stand. I was soo amazed! But the next thing I know my lights are on, and I’m sitting on my knees facing my front door, with what looks like a baby sitting in front of me! In a gray carseat type thing. But very, I dont know, it didnt look like our carseats, like… very little material just to hold him in.  I looke down the hall to see the alien closing the door. for some reason I want to reassure him and say its okay, you can stay, I want you to stay.. And I get this weird vibe like he’s saying, no you really dont want me to… I look down at the baby and I know he is mine, mostly mine anyway. He looks exactly like my son I have now, except older. Like 18 months.. Biiigg eyes. Lighter skin. But chubby like a baby would. I cant seem to remember his har.. He is wearing a seamless suite, very fine. I cant rember exactly what it looks like. But he is smiling at me, and I cant help but to love him, and want to hold him close. It was so strange.. but he was with me for a while. He was soo happy to be with me.  And for some reason I know he needs this from me, like nourishment, to live. And I also knew that he couldnt stay wih me, that he had to leave. I dont remember how he left. But I awoke alone on my coush as if nothing has happened.. There are a lot of gaps in this memory.. Either they have locked away these memories from me, or my mind wont accept them. But I belive they took out the most stressful and.. scary moments. So I can accept them and do what I had to do.  What are your gys’ thoughts on this? Has anyone ever experienced the same? Being shown to what looks like their own offspring? Or seeing other hybrid babys?

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strange? worry or not ?

earlier i was writing about “dreams” i had… but now i remembered something…. once i was walking down the street and it was like 5:50 pm  … im not sure, but it was something like that… and then i saw a little white dot up in the sky … crossing up n down… i had a feeling like someone is watching me  from that dot ( or maybe better to say ball ) … and for like 5 minutes i was watching it n then it suddenly  disappeared …. then  i heard some voice in my head… well actually it wasn’t  a voice…. it was something strange … like a sound of old computer trying to connect on internet…  what do u think? do i have a reason to get worry

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That uneasy feeling

Within the last couple of years I have been plagued with sleep and sinus issues. Two nights ago something very unsettling happened to me that I felt I had to share. But first, let me backtrack a moment to give a little bit of history of my experience with the UFO phenom. I am a native New Yorker born and bred. When I was about five years old (in 1972) my parents went on a two week summer vacation to Europe and left me to stay with my grandparents at their fairly isolated summer home in the Hudson Valley region of upstate New York. I missed my folks but was as happy as any five year old boy could be in the country. Between the fishing, swimming, exploring and being spoiled rotten by my grand folks I had a wonderful time. That was until one particular night. When my grandmother would tuck me in at night she would close the bedroom door as I was not afraid the dark. Especially the country dark. Something she always complimented me for as I was raised in the city where it never was truly dark. I was her brave little grandson. On that fateful night I awoke and was for some reason terrified. I had not had a nightmare? For some reason I looked towards the doorway and what I saw and heard scared the Hell out of me. The door was open about six inches and I could see the outline of a small figure staring at me from outside the door. At first I thought it was my grandmother but the figure was small, not much taller then I was. I could also hear both my grandparents snoring so I knew they were asleep. Between the two of them they could have raised the dead. What happened next really threw me for a loop. The figure appeared to be holding something that glowed orange on the tip. Almost like the burning ember you would see on the end of a large cigar. I was freaked out and did what most five years olds would do, I pulled the covers over my head and prayed it would just go away. Somehow I must have drifted off to sleep, but when I awoke in the morning I could still hear my grandparents snoring and the door was shut. I never said anything to my parents of Grandparents about it. I just wanted to forget about it. Flash forward 35 years. I always wanted to live in the country and about five years ago I left NYC and ironically I now live in the Catskill mountains across the Hudson River from where I had that experience so many years before. About two years ago my sleep disturbances and sinus problems began. My doctors couldn’t explain my sleep issues (which come in one month blocks for the most part) but chalked my sinus issues to allergies. I had never been allergic to anything up until then. I will occasionally also see sparks out of the corner of my eye. And once last summer in broad daylight I saw a baseball sized fireball whiz past my glass sliding doors a mere foot off the ground which simply disappeared into the side of a mountain. Then finally two nights ago after a week of horrible sleep and feeling body aches along with low level depression throughout the day, I had that uneasy feeling before I went to sleep. Right after I got in bed what sounded like a military jet came screaming over my vicinity. It was so low the walls shook and my neighbors dog went nuts. Military cargo planes and helicopters flying over here is not unusual. But never this low and fast. Anyway, I went to sleep at midnight and woke up from a nightmare at exactly 5am as usual. I couldn’t remember the nightmare in detail but it did involve me trying to get too or fire my shotgun at something which I keep next to my bed. I had a very, very bad feeling akin to that feeling I had as a child. I started to hear weird sounds coming from outside and then I heard something that made me really take notice. It was the sound of two men having a conversation in hushed tones. If you saw where I lived you would understand why there would be no Godly reason for two men to be outside my cabin talking, especially at 5 am! Once again I just laid there praying they would just go away. And just like before I somehow drifted back to sleep. I am a very logical person not given to flights of fancy. But this has disturbed me deeply. And as someone who lives alone I find telling most people about this is not something I want to share. Especially in small communities where people over a certain age who live alone are already looked at as suspect.

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Here is my most vivid and detailed memory

Hello, I’m new here. I’m finally stepping out to meet others like myself. I’ve had countless experiences since I was a small child. Even though I have very supportive friends and family I feel very alone because of my experiences. They really just don’t understand. I hope to make some new friends that share these extraordinary experiences. Here is my most vivid and detailed memory: This happened in the late 90’s in Seattle. My boyfriend and I were asleep. My boyfriend woke up and saw two small blue “guys” at the foot of the bed. They were 2-3 feet tall. He said they were wearing blue mechanic suits and they had light wands in their hands. He somehow knew they were here for me. They shot a light at him and he instantly went to sleep. I am unsure if I was physically taken or if I had an out of body experience. Whatever it was it was very real. I was standing in grass covered rolling hills with 5-8 other people that I knew but I do not know them in real life. We were all looking up. I said ‘these are the exact coordinates, they should be here’. Right after I said that all of these ships dropped down below the clouds. One of them near us had a green and pink pixilated light beam shoot down from it. It was about 3 feet wide. It solidified into a curved shape wall. I stepped into it and it brought me up into the ship. There was a being there waiting for us and it led us down a corridor and to the center of the ship which was a wide open room with a raised platform along the wall. There were several beings there. They had uniforms on. Not all of the uniforms were the same. Some were sitting at this computer like station. Others were standing. In the center of the room were a bunch of desks. There were already a handful of people sitting at some of them doing this strange math. Everything that was being written on the desks was projected onto the ceiling. The beings were observing all of it. I stepped down from the platform to go to a desk. I remembered getting worried because I didn’t know, nor have I ever seen, the math they were doing (it was very complex looking and contained symbols I have never seen before). But when I sat down and looked at my problem I instantly knew how to solve it. I do not remember anything after this point. I slept for 16 hours straight that night. (The beings that I saw that night were very similar to other abductee’s reports – very thin, off white color, big black eyes, small mouth and nose, 4-5 feet tall)

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My first remembered experience

AS I have issues sleeping through the night I sleep in a separate room from my wife. Last night was no different in that respect. I also have the T.V on and set the timer to turn it off after a 2 hour period. I was still somewhat awake when the set switched off. I felt myself starting to slumber into sleep. Now I am not one who remembers dreams. I have been that way since I was a child and that is a story for a different day. Anyway, I started to hear,something,voices I thought maybe coming from my wife’s T.V. I opened my eyes to see if her set was on and didn’t see the usual glow of light coming from her room,so I was pretty sure the set was off. I started to fall back to sleep,but still I was hearing something,voices but not. i cannot explain it. The next thing I became aware of was some kind of vehicle and a portal which stared into the blackness of space,no stars. Again during this I thought I was dreaming. The next thing I became aware of was amber colored symbols flashing in my head,and not long after that I had the sensation I was floating, I mean really floating with a turn to position my head the right way in my bed. As soon as I was in bed I forced, I mean I really had to force my eyes to open, I also tried to call out to my wife because I wasn’t feeling right. I tried with all my might and I was very aware of this and it did not feel like a dream at all,but all I could get out was “honey” in a barely audible to myself raspy whisper. I then fell asleep. I awoke keenly aware of the dream,experience,whatever, and was also puzzled that my left leg was draped over the back of the day bed. I am normally a fetal position side sleeper and usually wake in that position. I was also puzzled of how vividly I remembered a dream when I hadn’t remembered one since I was 7 years old. Anyway I had my coffee and did my normal morning stuff. My wife woke later and asked if I had turned my T.V back on after it had went off,as she had noticed flashes of light coming from the room. I told her that no I had not turned it back on. Then told her of what I experienced. I am not one to make things up,hallucinate, nor am I schizophrenic,bi-polar. I am just a normal guy living in the Upper Peninsula of Michigan And I had some kind of experience I cannot explain. What’s more while in thought about this during the day I have remembered evenings in the past were I had awoken not feeling right and trying to call my wife and unable to do so. Beyond that I have no other recollections of dreams and or experiences other than when I was 7. And I had always chalked that up to a dream. When I was 7 one night I had problems sleeping and snuck into the living room and watched an old black and white movie,I’m not sure what the name was but it had vampires in it. When I did go down to go to sleep. I felt a presence in my room all the rest of the night and long into the morning. My parents came at noon to rustle me out of bed. I had always thought that it was just a dream but now after this experience I’m not so sure. Another interesting thing I have noticed during the day today. I am transposing many letters today,something I normally don’t do. Is this connected? I just want to talk about this. I felt no need for fear at all through all this,just confusion. Anyway that’s what I experienced and nobody will ever be able to tell me it was a dream.

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Participate in a Retreat and Documentary for Alien Abductees Summer 2011

A groundbreaking documentary series for Discovery Channel is looking for alien abductees to participate in a weeklong retreat program this summer.

Under the guidance of some of the leading experts in the abduction field, including Dr. David Jacobs and Budd Hopkins, a small group of abductees will come together to share their experiences, insights, and struggles.

You will also have the opportunity to partake in one-on-one hypnotic regression sessions with our experts that may uncover blocked memories and open the doors to a new understanding about this phenomenon and your personal experiences.

Other activities will include sharing circles, stress-busting skills workshops, and outdoor group activities.

But it’s not all work! There will be social and recreational activities, as well as an ongoing lecture series covering the most current research and discoveries on the subject of alien abduction.

All expenses are paid for participating in the retreat and documentary.

Our goal for the retreat and the documentary series is to bring the abduction experience into a new light to a broad audience. In the past, many television programs on abduction have ridiculed researchers and abductees, and “debunked” the abduction experience as fantasy or delusion.

Our intention is to show that there is a real, global phenomenon happening.

Further, we will look at how this experience has changed abductees’ lives and explore why this might be happening to them.

If you would like further information about this extraordinary project or feel that it is something you’d like to participate in this summer, please send us an email with a brief description of yourself and your abduction experience(s).

If you are a researcher or therapist working with abductees, please pass on this information.

abductiongroup@yahoo.com

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