A little freaked out

So things have been relatively quiet here since I got back from california in November. Yesterday I went out to visit my mom and dad and had dinner with them, they live west of Port Angeles WA out in Joyce. When I left their house my boyfriend was driving, our son was in the back of the car and we were about to go over the Elwha bridge when I noticed something in the sky. The moon had just come out and there was  a very bright star next to it which was obviously a start but there was another “star” right above the mountain which I was drawn to. I went to look at it further and then it got really really bright white/blue and it looked almost as though a whole opened up behind it which ingulfed this object then the it was gone and there were just clouds in its place. It all happened too quickly for me to allert my boyfriend to the phenominon so I just kept it to myself.

I went to bed last night at around 8pm. Sometime between 8pm and 2am I had a very strange experience which has shaken me – it’s almost 3am now so this happened quite recently, I don’t have anyone to call and talk about it with at this hour and I thought it may make me feel better if I can atleast get it out here. At some point while I was asleep something happened. I am not sure what it was exactly. I remember laying in bed and there was an extreamly bright flash of light – the bright light engulfed me and my boyfriend in our bed, it made me feel as though I was getting ripped apart from my body I was trying to scream and wake my boyfriend up but he was just laying there as though he did not notice what was happening. Then I don’t remember anything else just the white light and pain.

My boyfriend leaves for work at 2am so I actually got out of bed when his allarm went off at 1:45 am. I got up and went to the bathroom and I noticed as I walked passed the mirror that I had blood around my left nostral. I grabed a tissue and wiped my nose and the inside of my left nostral was very bloody. At this time I also noticed that the left side of my head hurt on the outside right above my temple, I have a small wound there over a small bump under the skin.

I’m a little freaked out right now and I don’t know what to do, I know there’s not much I can do but at this point I need a little comfort. I feel very violated but I can’t remember what happened.