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Ok so I just recently started reading stuff about alien abductions and ufos ever since I first watched the movie ‘the fourth kind’. What happened was that at the end of the movie I didnt think anything of it and I suddenly got an urge to go outside and look at the stars. That was when I saw my first ufo. It took the form of a triangle and moved slowly over my house and then dissappeared. I was a little creeped out.That was about two months ago.

For the past two weeks I got really interested in the subject. I started reading things on the internet and books and stuff which freaked me out. Then I started waking up with scars on my body. One of the scars looks like an outline of a semi-cirle with a dot next to it. I did the survey and scored a 20. I am now too terrified to sleep in my room with my curtains open at night, but for some reason I feel as if I have to have them open. I am terrified of my closet, and I know there is nothing in there, it just scares me….

I have had dreams of ufos and abductions before. In one a ufo landed on our front lawn during daylight, a grey came through the front door and held its hand out to me. Trust me I didnt want to go with it but something forced me to take its hand. As soon as I took its hand I woke up.

Now whenever I close my eyes a face of a grey appears in front of me but when I open my eyes to see if it is there, there is nothing. Yesterday I woke up with a 3cm long cut right where the tip of my tailbone is.

I keep thinking I am going crazy because I dont have any memory of being abducted or being taken from my bed at night.. I just wake up with strange scars. I am 15. What should I do? Should I go and see someone to help me remember? Has anyone had similar experiences?