Right off the bat i want to take the time to let all of you know this is a first for me coming on here and ranting like a crazy person, which sometimes i think i am. So let me begin.
This is not about an abduction or actually seeing an alien. It was something more intellectual. I was stationed at Ft. Hood, TX in the spring of this year. Me and my wife had been going through some things and were separated. I got of work for the day and then decided to take a trip over to this shell station about a mile of post to fill up with gas and get something to drink. Well i filled up with gas and proceeded to leave. Dang, I forgot my drink. So i turned back around and went and parked the car in a parking spot directly under some oak and magnolia’s. This is where everything gets soo weird.
As soon as i put the car in neutral and pull the ebrake, the most fascinating thing that has happened to me occurs. (Im going to try and describe this the best as i can, please bare with me). My eyes close, and from that moment I was “lifted” from my body. I literally looked down and seen the whole area i was in. At this time i was high up in the air. From their it was on. I started traveling at supersonic speeds strait to the pyramids at Giza. From there i went into the cosmos. More specifically orions belt. Once i reached the stars, it was like the ultimate truth about life was revealed to me, and how everything works. Now keep in mind that, i have no idea about the things that were told to me, all i can remember is that the number 3 had a lot to do with everything.
This is the part that really gets me. Towards the end of this encounter, after this stellar trip, there was a really bright light. And i swear on everything i was asked if i wanted to leave this body and go to where life originated. I hesistated for a split second, second guessing myself and said no, i was thinking about all the things left undone here. And just like that the whole thing was over. I couldnt believe that i gave up an opportunity to be with this ultimate truth, and i then closed my eyes back and tried soooo hard to go back to the same state that i was in, but no matter how hard i tried, i couldn’t get back to the same state i was in. When i looked in my rearview mirror, I HAD BEEN COMPLETELY BAWLING like a baby, but it was the weirdest feeling through all of this. I really cant explain how or what i had felt. It was like a catharsis, a purging of all emotions. I was happy and sad…Scared, anxious, worried, relieved. It was the most wonderful thing i have ever felt in my life. My eyes were bloodshot red and shirt was nearly soaked with tears.
I sat in my car for nearly 10 minutes wondering and trying to figure out what exactly had happened to me. To this day i cant and never have been able to achieve the state i was in. I’ve tried, Hard.
I personally believe in the Ancient Astronaut Theory, and i somehow believe that i was lead to where our Ancestors, the Gods, are from. Somehow something spiritual happened, with the people that created us.
All i know is that i kick my self in the ass everyday for not accepting the invitation to go and be with them. I know i was almost there. My heart was about to explode is was beating so hard. I shouldnt have second guessed myself and refused the offer. The whole situation was weird. I guess what im trying to get at by coming on here and reporting my experience with you guys, is to see if anyone, someone, on here has had anything similar happen to them. I feel lost and upset that i let that opportunity go. I was so close, and im telling you, it felt soo good….soo right…so perfect. Way better than being a stuck in physical form here on the rock.
I know all this sounds crazy and like i was on some good LSD…but believe me, i’ve tripped hard in my day..and i mean HARD. Never during any of my profound tripping experiences have i ever come closeto feeling the way i did or seeing the things i seen. I havent even done acid in like 9 years. Im so sketched out about the whole thing. Please dont waste your time posting derogatory statements and judging what i said in a smart-alec way. I know what i felt and i know what i saw. Someone please, please, let me know if you have had something similar happen. Much appreciated, Ryan.